THE
COMPLETE
BINSCOMBE
TALES
by
JOHN WHITBOURN
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Binscombe is a village in the south-east of England, a community with its roots deep in history yet now almost invisible to the casual visitor because of the encroaching boundaries of roads and neighbouring towns. And then there is the other Binscombe, the setting for these tales, which is perhaps how you might experience it if you were able to read the bloodlines and traditions of the place, and hear the voice of the landscape and the people echoing through the generations. The second, fictionalized Binscombe is linked to the first by subtle but invisible bridges of ‘what if?’
This other Binscombe is a place where things go bump in the night and often in the daytime too. Here you will find stories to prick the imagination, quicken the pulse, and chill the blood. It is a place where waiting for a bus may take a lot longer than you think, where the rustle in the bushes is likely to be something considerably more secretive and more dangerous than a badger, where inanimate objects may have strong views of their own, and where past, present and future sometimes collide with pyrotechnic results.
To this inward-looking corner of the Home Counties comes Mr Oakley, a newcomer in the village but one whose family name appears on some of the oldest gravestones. Mr Oakley believes in the comfort, convenience and security of the modern world and he fancies that the past is safely dead and buried. It is a world view that he will have repeatedly challenged by the mysterious Mr Disvan, who acts as his (and our) guide to the winding byways of the bizarre that thread through Binscombe life. Now that Mr Oakley has returned to his ancestral homeland, he will soon discover that reality is a relative concept—and the world outside Binscombe will never seem quite the same again.
John Whitbourn’s Binscombe Tales were originally published in various anthologies and collections between 1987 and 1998. This omnibus edition from Spark Furnace Books is the definitive set of all twenty-six tales in the saga.
Tired of unpacking and arranging furniture, I decided to take a brief preliminary look around my new village. Traipsing at random along the quiet streets I came, at length, to the recreation ground and seeing a cricket match in progress decided to watch for a short while. It was also perhaps in my mind that I might pass a social word or two concerning the weather or progress of play with my fellow villagers. For the foreseeable future this place was to be my home and it was desirable that I should get to know some people so as to start the long process of becoming accepted.
The ‘Rec’ (as I was told the locals termed it) had very distinct physical boundaries. On one side its expanse was stopped dead by the edge of a lake and opposite what passed for a major road in these parts, together with a fence and a screen of tall fir trees, separated the grass from the outer frontier of the housing estates. The rest of the Rec’s containing box comprised, on one side, the new and brutal high wall of a secondary modern school and on the other, an ancient and even higher wall protecting some of the village’s original houses from curiosity and cricket balls.
In between the trees on the road-side were interspersed some wooden benches on which spectators were sitting and it was to these that I crossed over. Not all of the seats were occupied and should I have so wished I could have sat alone. However, for the reasons given above, I chose to join an elderly man on a bench which gave a clear view of the pavilion, pitch and scoreboard. Beside the seat were sprawled a number of young lads, their BMX and Chopper bikes beside them, who were paying only occasional attention to the game in progress.
No one looked up at my arrival or paid any heed to me at all and, though I put on my most amiable and approachable expression in the hope that a conversation might ensue, the local silence was maintained. Eventually my attention was caught up in the cricket (passably good for village standard I thought) and an hour passed quickly and imperceptibly by.
The church clock striking seven broke my reverie and caused me to recall the state of unfettered anarchy my house was in. Tomorrow was a working day and so a great deal of progress remained to be made that very evening: meeting the natives must therefore await another occasion.
Then, just as I got up to go, the old man with whom I’d shared the bench spoke although he did not turn his head or take his eyes from the match.
‘Are you a newcomer?’ he asked.
I wondered for a second if it was indeed me he was addressing for he’d already had ample opportunity to put the question before. However, seeing that the children were the only other people in immediate earshot, I assumed I must be the one spoken to and replied accordingly.
‘Yes, I am.’
He looked round in a most friendly manner.
‘Nice to meet you and welcome to Binscombe. I’m Mr Disvan.’
‘How do you do, Mr Disvan. My name’s Oakley.’
He pondered this for a longer time than the mere revelation of my name strictly justified but appeared to come to no conclusion about it for the time being.
‘Do you like cricket, Mr Oakley?’
‘In moderation.’
He smiled: ‘My feelings entirely. What is your sport, then?’
‘Well, I don’t really have one as such. I quite like backgammon... and darts.’
‘Oh well, they’re good enough games—especially darts. You’ll not lack for companions around here I’m thinking.’
‘No?’
‘Some of the people hereabouts only live for darts and everything else is an intrusion. Go into the Duke of Argyll on a Friday night and you’ll see what I mean.’
I couldn’t think of a sensible sounding answer to this and so silence returned. It stretched out into a full minute or so and I was once more on the point of taking my leave when the old man spoke again: this time with a note of great seriousness in his voice.
‘Where exactly is it you’ve moved to, Mr Oakley?’
‘Binscombe Crescent.’
Mr Disvan continued looking straight ahead but the young cyclists, hitherto oblivious to our presence and conversation, stopped their chat and, as one, stared directly at me. Almost involuntarily I returned their stares. They in turn looked to Mr Disvan as if for guidance and then, finding none there, returned instantly to juvenile banter.
I found it hard to accept that this scene had actually occurred. Could they have misheard my reply and imagined it to be something outrageous? In any event, the old man’s voice, when he spoke again, had not changed its tone.
‘Yes, I’d heard there’d been a change down at Binscombe Crescent. What number is it you’ve bought, may I ask?’
I told him the house.
‘I know it well; built middle fifties. Mr and Mrs Trevisan lived there and then, in his turn, their son Daniel. He works up North now.’
‘Slough, actually.’
‘Yes, that’s right. Slough or some such place. Presumably, it was Daniel that sold it to you.’
‘Yes.’
‘Very nice house.’
‘Thank you.’
‘Well, Mr Oakley, I mustn’t keep you any longer. It’s been a pleasure meeting you and I hope you’ll settle in happily very soon. No doubt we shall bump into each other again before long,’
‘Yes, no doubt.’
And so saying I went back to my wearisome work.
* * *
Months elapsed before I saw Mr Disvan again; a fact that I thought distinctly odd considering the size of the village. Several times I enquired after him and publican and shopkeeper alike would say something along the lines of: ‘Oh yes, he’s about all right, I saw him only yesterday. Perhaps you’ll see him tomorrow.’
Curiously enough, however, his paths never seemed to cross my line of vision even though all my evenings and weekends were spent in Binscombe. Accordingly, he had almost faded from my memory when, entering the Duke of Argyll one night, I was surprised to see him sitting peaceably in the corner by the chimney stack and the charity-bound tower of ten-pence pieces. On the small round table before him was a vast bound book and a glass of something dark. My path to the bar took me past that particular corner and so I greeted him as I went by.
‘Evening, Mr Disvan; how are you? Haven’t seen you for a long while.’
‘Nor I you. Pleased to meet you again.’
Being English, neither of us presumed to transform our cordial greeting into conversation on the basis of so casual an acquaintance. Therefore I carried on up to the bar and spoke similar hellos to the familiar faces there.
In the interval since my arrival I’d managed to make several friends by means of assiduous and persistent socialising but it so happened that none of them were present that night and so I drank alone.
It should not be thought that the people of Binscombe were unapproachable or hostile to strangers, for they were not. Nearly every person I’d come into contact with in the course of my short stay had been friendly or, at worse, benevolently neutral in their attitude towards me. But even so, although there must have been two dozen villagers with whom I was on ‘good morning terms’, even with these there seemed a point of familiarity beyond which only the elapse of time could grant me pass. I attached little importance to it. Their insularity was not an intended rebuff to me but merely something natural, even in so urbanised a place as Binscombe.
Thus, I sat at the bar with half a dozen other men in contemplative quiet whilst consuming a few pints and considering the decorative tasks still to done in my house. It was this silence that caused my eye to wander about the interior of the Argyll seeking diversion and noting, for the first time really, its plain and traditional furnishings. There wasn’t much to catch or grab a gaze: pictures of long deceased local football teams, obscure trophies and prints of the last king but two—that sort of thing. All else was functional and solely intended to facilitate social drinking and therefore it took little time for my attention to return, uninspired, to its starting point.
It was then that I noticed the full but apparently ownerless glass on the bar beside me. There was nothing unusual about this in itself, for customers often popped out to make a phone call or see a friend in the saloon. However, when a full fifteen minutes elapsed without anyone returning to claim the drink, I felt moved, for conversation’s sake if nothing else, to mention it to the landlord.
‘Didn’t someone like your beer?’ I asked, nodding towards the lonely pint of bitter.
Strangely for a normally talkative and cheerful sort of host, the landlord wasn’t drawn by my question. He didn’t look up from his glass washing and said, in a manner that was almost curt:
‘Maybe not.’
No one around the bar, though in easy hearing distance, betrayed so much as a sign of having heard my quip; no one even looked towards me or the glass in question. If commonsense hadn’t dictated otherwise, I could well have believed that I’d said something wrong.
It was this half felt sense of solecism that caused me to think that I should retreat from the bar and join Mr Disvan for a few words before adjourning home. An unmistakable air of unease had entered my social evening but since I felt that its creation was none of my doing I didn’t consider it proper to leave straightaway.
Fortunately, Mr Disvan seemed disposed to entertain company and pulled up a chair for me when he saw me approaching.
‘Can I ask what it is you’re reading?’ I said.
By way of reply he lifted the large hardback book up and presented it spine-wards towards me so that I could read the title: THE HOLY KORAN.
This was a hard thing to make an adequate response to.
‘I see… I’ve never read it myself.’
‘No?’ he replied.
‘No,’ I answered weakly, whilst hoping that a topic of conversation would suddenly and miraculously occur to me. In the event, the old man came to my rescue and provided one.
‘And what do you think of our area now you’re settled in, Mr Oakley?’
‘I like it very much.’
‘Good.’
‘And in a sense it was a home area to me already.’
‘In what way?’
‘My family lived in this village for centuries, so I’ve been told; before moving away in my grandfather’s time.’
‘That’s right. I thought your name was familiar when I spoke to you at the cricket match. There’s been Oakleys here since records were kept and for goodness knows how long in the time before—the time before records I mean,’ he added hastily.
‘Are you a local historian, Mr Disvan?’
‘Of a sort, Mr Oakley; in some specific fields. For instance, I know of your great-grandfather on the paternal side, Malachai Oakley, a carpenter. Then before him was his father, Jacob Evelyn Oakley, publican and churchwarden (an unusual mix in those days). If you were to press me I could probably recite you a dozen successive generations of Oakleys, all by name and occupation.’ He looked keenly at me over the edge of his raised glass. ‘And now you’re back.’
I was still winding in this hitherto unknown genealogical information but felt obliged to agree with his last words even though, at that point, I’d no intention of remaining for another twelve generations.
‘Yes, I suppose I am.’ I said. ‘Look, what you say is fascinating, Mr Disvan but how on earth did you acquire such detailed knowledge?’
‘Its not so difficult. Everyone knows everything about everybody here and in Binscombe memories are powerful strong.’
The evidence of my local ties and Disvan’s close familiarity with them emboldened me enough to ask him the question which had inexplicably frozen the atmosphere at the bar:
‘Tell me, Mr Disvan,’ (this in a lowered voice), ‘why has that pint of beer been left standing on the bar? Why doesn’t the landlord clear it away if it’s been abandoned?’
‘It’s not abandoned. It’s Mr Bolding’s drink. It won’t be tipped away until closing time.’
‘Won’t Mr Bolding drink it?’
Disvan smiled warmly, ‘I very much doubt it. Not where he is.’
‘I don’t understand. Where is Mr Bolding then?’
‘He’s in the other Binscombe.’
‘I beg your pardon?’
‘The other Binscombe.’
‘Where’s that?’
The old man smiled again. ‘That’s a very good question. All I can say with any degree of sureness is that, on the anniversary of Mr Bolding going there, we place a commemorative drink where he always used to stand at the bar.’
‘Commemorative? Is he dead?’
‘Oh, I shouldn’t think so. It was only ten years ago he went and he was in his middle forties then.’
I must have appeared a picture of puzzlement. ‘I’m sorry but I still don’t understand,’ I said.
Mr Disvan disregarded that and changed the tack of the conversation without warning. ‘Did your grandfather ever say much to you about Binscombe, Mr Oakley?’
‘He died when I was very small.’
‘Ah. I see.’
‘But you haven’t explained about Mr Bolding.’
‘No, I haven’t.’
‘Well, aren’t you going to?’
‘If you wish.’
‘Yes please.’
Disvan looked at the bar and then at me.
‘The explanation isn’t very instructive or edifying.’
‘Even so.’
‘Very well then, I will tell you. Only not now, for I have to go, and it’s a long story.’
‘Is there something wrong about it?’ I said hurriedly, for Disvan was drinking up and preparing to put his coat on.
‘Wrong? No, not wrong as such but, as I’ve said, it’s a long story. The next time we meet up I’ll recount it to you.’
‘Okay.’
And with that, Disvan tucked the Koran under his arm and left.
I stayed a little longer to ponder the lessons of the day and the portents for the morrow whilst enjoying another drink. Nevertheless, no matter how hard I thought of work and love and plans I found my gaze turning, time and time again, to the solitary glass and the empty space at the bar.
* * *
After that evening I looked out for Mr Disvan with some considerable animation, for I keenly wished to hear the story with which I’d been tantalised. Therefore, after a week of his non-appearance at the Argyll (or anywhere else for that matter) I turned again to questioning tradesmen and other local ‘in the know’ people as to his whereabouts. However, just as before, I was told that he was ‘around’ as normal and had been seen, spoken to even, only yesterday. But today? No, they didn’t know.
It was a very annoying process but my curiosity was such that I only desisted from enquiries when I realised that I was making myself appear an obsessive in front of the people with whom I had to live. Paradoxically enough, therefore, the day after I resolved to put the matter out of my mind, I managed to run the elusive Mr Disvan to ground again. I was going about my customary evening stroll which would presumably end in the Argyll, when I thought I recognised the old man’s distinctive Panama hat atop a figure sitting in the recreation ground.
Without needing to consider the matter, I hurried over to the spot and saw that it was indeed the person I’d been looking for. He was resting on a bench that stood in a corner which, lacking proper nets, the local cricket team employed as a practise area. He appeared to be watching the half dozen men who were currently using it for this purpose. I came up and sat beside him and although he did not turn around he seemed to know who had arrived.
‘Hello again, Mr Oakley.’
‘Hello.’
‘You have the air of being on a mission.’
‘Do I?’
‘Indeed. Very much a man with a purpose.’
‘Well, now you come to mention it, I was rather hoping you’d very belatedly finish telling the story about Mr Bolding’s drink.’
‘Oh, that old tale. That’s your local roots coming through you know—curiosity about such trifles!’ His tone was jocular rather than admonitory.
‘I can’t answer as to that but I’d certainly like to have the mystery cleared up.’
Disvan turned to observe me, his face and voice suddenly very serious. ‘Oh no, that I can’t do. I doubt anybody could. But I can tell you the story if you really want.’
He looked round at two young men who’d come and sat down on the grass not far off in order to adjust pads and rebind a bat handle.
‘This is not for your ears,’ he said to them, and to my surprise they instantly got up and moved out of earshot without so much as a word of protest. Thereafter we were left to ourselves.
‘Is it that bad?’ I asked.
‘No, not bad or wrong as I said to you before but,’ he added wistfully, ‘it’s something you should be selective about who you tell.’
These pseudo-warnings, such as preceded horror films or shocking newsreels on the television, only ever served to whet my appetite for what was to come and I was accordingly now all agog.
‘Where did Mr Bolding live before he went away?’ I asked.
‘Binscombe Crescent.’
‘Just as I suspected. What number?’
‘That needn’t concern you; rest assured it wasn’t where you now live.’
‘If he had lived in my house why should that concern me?’
‘Because of the thought you might follow him.’
‘To the other Binscombe?’
‘Perhaps, or even to somewhere else.’
‘So what is the full story, Mr Disvan?’
‘Like I’ve said, I don’t think anyone, with the possible exception of Bolding himself, knows what you call the full story. I only know the beginning.’
‘Which is?’
‘Which is that one day Bolding vanished for a full forty-eight hours. Now, he was a locksmith and clock repairer by trade and he had a little shop in the main street. It’s a toy shop now; doubtless you’ll have seen it. Anyway, what with the shop not opening and people wanting keys cut and the like, it was soon noticed that he wasn’t about. Mrs Bolding—she was seen out shopping and so on but she never mentioned anything so folks didn’t enquire.
It was all very strange though, because every night of his life, from the day he left school at fourteen, he always popped into the Argyll of an evening. The licensing laws were easier in those days and the policeman was a local boy. Suddenly, two nights running, he didn’t show up and people began to think he’d run away or Mrs Bolding had done him in (for there was no love lost between the two) or something like that.’
‘And…’
‘And it got to the point where we considered getting Stan the constable to look into it even though we were reluctant to interfere. Then, sure enough, Bolding turned up at the Argyll the very next evening and the mystery was solved. Or so we thought then.’
‘How do you mean?’
Well, he was pale and sickly looking and unshaven. It seemed obvious he’d been unwell.’
‘And hadn’t he been?’
‘No, he’d been as fit as a fiddle, so he told us. The point was, you see, that Mr Bolding was one of the old sort—a very upright, truthful sort of man. He was an elder of the Methodist lot and whatever you may think of them it still does count for something. If anyone asked him a question he’d always give the straight honest truth without deception. That was the way he was; he didn’t think he had any choice in the matter you understand. It was how he’d built up a nice little business. People took their custom to him because they knew they could trust him.’
‘What did he say, then?’
‘Well, old man Yarum went up to him and says, “Ho Jack, where’ve you been? Sick? You look like death warmed up!” And blow me if he didn’t. “No,” he says, “I’ve not been ill, I’ve been away.” “Away where?” we asked, and he answered, “I’m not sure.”
‘As you might imagine, we didn’t quite know what to make of that for he wasn’t what you would call a heavy drinking man. Accordingly we asked what he was on about but he wouldn’t give an explanation. He had his usual couple of drinks without another word and then went home—still looking like a ghost.’
‘Did he ever say where he’d been?’
‘At that point he wasn’t able to, for he wasn’t sure himself. As I’ve said, Jack Bolding was a painfully honest man, if nothing else, and if he said that he didn’t know where he’d been then he really didn’t.’
‘But he found out later, did he?’
‘Well, let’s just say he had his suspicions confirmed and his remaining hopes torn away—and by that time he was a very troubled as well as a very honest man.’
‘Why?’
‘Because that was only the first time he disappeared. It happened again only a month and a bit later and then once again a couple of weeks after that. His shop was closed up for days on each occasion and his absence was very noticeable, he being such a regular chap in his habits. Each time he’d come back looking worse than ever and he’d refuse to talk about it to anyone. In fact he got quite short with people who enquired after him even though he was normally a civil type.’
‘What happened then?’
‘Well, things were plainly going badly with him. His skin was pallid and he’d lost so much weight that his clothes hung on him like sheets. Mrs Bolding wasn’t the sort of person he could take his problems to so the lads said to me: “Mr Disvan, you have a word with poor old Jack.” So I did.’
‘What did he say?’
‘Not much at first. I went up to him at a cricket match—versus Brightstone as I recall—and I said, “Come on Jack, out with it. What’s haunting you these days?” Well, he turned round and replied, “Why don’t you all mind your own b---- business?” Which wasn’t like him at all. Anyway, he must have thought about it and realised that sort of language wasn’t called for and how we all meant well, for he came back to me soon after and apologised. Not that I minded of course, for I’d known Bolding a long time and I could see from his weary eyes that he was bearing a mighty burden.’
‘So did he confide in you?’
‘Not on that occasion but a week after, when he’d vanished once more and then reappeared three days later, I approached him again and found that he was now keen to talk. “Disvan,” he said, “I’ve got to speak to someone or I think I’m going to lose my wits.” “Talk away as much as you like,” I said and took him to my house for a cup of tea.’
‘Did he manage to explain what was happening?’
‘He tried. “I’ve been away,” he says. “I don’t know why, I don’t know how and I don’t know where to.” This naturally puzzled me, although I had to accept his statement, and when I asked him what he meant he gave the same answer—“for I can’t give any better,” were his words. I kept on probing, though, for I felt sorry for him and bit by bit he told the story.’
‘Which was?’
‘Which was that one day, just like any other day, he shut up his shop and went home for his midday meal. He ate it, said goodbye to his wife and went out of his front door—into another place.’
‘Did he explain that?’
‘Oh yes, in great detail.’
‘What sort of other place was it he’d walked into then?’
‘He said he was still in Binscombe, yet at the same time he wasn’t because it was no Binscombe he’d ever seen.’
‘I don’t understand.’
‘Neither did he, poor fellow. Neither does anyone, but there it still is. Like I keep on saying, Bolding was an honest man and if he said that he’d stumbled into another world then you’re safe in accepting he did.’
‘What was it like?’
‘Empty. It was the Binscombe he’d known all his life but deserted and ruined. He mentioned that quite specifically. All the houses and shops had been wrecked or fallen down of their own accord. Apparently the recreation ground in that other Binscombe was chest high in grass and there were bushes and weeds in the roadways.’
‘What did he do?’
‘Just what you’d expect. He stepped back inside sharpish!’
‘And?’
‘And for an instant he said he could still hear the sounds of his wife clearing up in the kitchen but then that faded and died and he found himself in a ruined house. It was his house right enough, but the roof was half gone and there was ivy and moss on the inside walls.’
‘And he panicked?’
‘No. Bolding wasn’t like that. Not a man of strong passions at all. Apparently he checked what was left of the place just to see if Mrs Bolding was there but she wasn’t. He said that all through the house he saw things that were his, all scattered about and broken, so there couldn’t be any doubt left as to whose dwelling he was in.’
‘And there was no one around at all?’
‘No, no one. He went to the neighbour’s houses and knocked on their doors, save one that no longer had a door, and got no answer. Judging by appearances he said that it didn’t look as if there’d been anyone living in them for many a year.
‘So anyway, off he went to his shop—a natural enough reaction for a small trader—and all along the way there was the same story: ruin and desolation, jungle and neglect. He couldn’t believe his eyes, poor man. He thought it must be some horrible dream he was trapped in.’
‘But I presume it wasn’t.’
‘I don’t see how it could have been. A man can’t disappear into a dream for days on end, can he?’
‘I suppose not.’
‘No. So there he is, in Binscombe High Street, surveying the clumps of grass sprouting up through the middle of the road, half the buildings tumbled down and not so much as a sign of a human being anywhere. Soon enough he went to look at his shop and found that there was a young sapling growing out of the front window. Well, you can imagine how he felt on seeing that.
‘His sign was still there over the front and some stock remained on display but otherwise the place was a shambles. That little shop was his life really and seeing it in such a state affected him more than anything else he’d seen so far, or so he told me. It was then you could be uncharitable enough to say that he panicked, insofar as Jack knew how to.’
‘What did he do?’
‘He went straight back home, trying to ignore the unearthly hush, found a dry spot and went to sleep for twelve hours solid. A nervous reaction I suppose.’
‘And when he woke?’
‘He opened his eyes, cautiously hoping it had all been a dream after all but he soon saw that wasn’t so. The roof was still full of holes and he could see the stars as he lay there. When he looked out of the front door again there was the village, albeit in darkness, but not a single light visible from horizon to horizon. The whole countryside was as black as pitch.
Anyway, to keep himself occupied he had a scout around the house (the roof let in a lot of moonlight) and in his travels he found a calendar—one of those tear-off, day by day types.’
‘Which said?’
‘March twenty-three 1965. So at least five years must have elapsed between anyone paying any attention to it and Bolding’s arrival. He said that sort of time gap seemed to tie in with the decay he’d seen all about. Next he looked for a newspaper or such like to see if any further light could be shed on the mystery, but time and wind and rain must have dealt with them all for he never did find one even later on, when he ventured further afield.’
‘So he went exploring, did he?’
‘What else could he do? Hour after hour passed and he got fed up sifting through the junk in his house, so when the sun came up he went for a walk.’
‘Where?’
‘All over. He cut a path across the recreation ground to the edge of the Lake—full of fish he said, now that there was no one to catch them. And then he worked his way round the edge to the Old Manor House. By the looks of it someone had shot that up and then burnt it, and seeing that made him feel wary and suspicious. In due course he walked all the way to Goldenford and took a shotgun and ammunition from the storeroom at Jeffrey Brothers. With that by him he felt a bit safer.
‘All the same it must have been a disquieting journey. He said that even the main roads were overgrown and that the town bridge was fallen down so he had to chance the old ford to get into the High Street. Standing at the top of the town, he could see the whole place was in just as bad a state as Binscombe—weeds growing up between the setts, shop windows caved in, roofs collapsed. Just total ruin, in fact, and over everything was that great silence.’
‘And no people there either?’
‘No people, no cats, no dogs. Apart from the birds flying overhead and a few cows on a hill in the distance, there was nothing moving at all.’
‘Did he ever find out where everyone had gone?’
‘Ah, now you’re jumping ahead of the story.’
‘Sorry.’
‘Anyway, back he walks to Binscombe, jumping at shadows and clutching his gun, but once again he sees not a soul. By now he was really upset and once he was home he barricaded himself in and curled up to sleep in the same corner as before.’
‘And..?’
‘And that’s where his wife found him the next morning. “What the devil are you doing sleeping on the hallway floor in all your clothes?” she said. “And where did you get that gun?”‘
‘He was back.’
‘Precisely. Well, up he gets and dashes outside. When he saw that there were cars and passers-by and that the roads and houses were well kept up and lived in, he could have wept for joy, so he told me. He turned round to look at his own house and saw that the roof was whole and the chimney in an upright position once more and only then, I think, was he fully convinced that he’d returned to the world he knew. Following on from that he realised what a state he was in and what a picture he looked standing gawping in the front garden with a shotgun in his hands. People were beginning to stare so he quickly nipped back inside.’
‘What did he tell his wife?’
‘Nothing, I don’t think. As I’ve said, whatever love they might once have had was long since dead and buried and they didn’t even talk much anymore. Apparently she assumed he’d been off with a fancy woman whilst he was away, not that she cared overmuch, and it was easier for him not to correct her. Anyhow, he got her to make him a meal and directly after he came to the Argyll for something to steady his nerves—which was when we all saw him as I described to you before.’
‘What happened then?’
‘Well, at first he could hardly bring himself to accept what had occurred as reality but there was the small matter of the shotgun which he now had and hadn’t owned before. He couldn’t discount that as imagination. Understandably, he put the whole business out of his mind and tried to get on with life as best he could. Not being an unduly reflective sort of man helped him with that and he said that he eventually felt safe and normal again when…’
‘He went back.’
‘That’s right. He was alone in his shop in the middle of the morning and bent down to get something out of a box below the counter. When he straightened up again and looked out of the window, everything had changed. The bank and the chemist’s shop opposite were all tumble-down, the pedestrians and shoppers had vanished and there was just that almighty quiet left. His shop looked like a whirlwind had been through it and the sapling was back growing out of the floor and through the broken shop front.’
‘How did he react?’
‘He went straight to the Argyll, broke in and drank a bottle of brandy he found there. After he’d slept that off, he cleaned the bar billiards table up and played game after game into the night—anything to keep his mind off his location I suppose. Eventually he went back to the shop, the next morning presumably, and fell asleep again through sheer nervous exhaustion. When he woke up he found he was back in our Binscombe. Apparently his wife had come along the previous day, found him missing and locked the place up herself.’
‘What did he do this time?’
‘All sorts of things, since he had to take it seriously now. He went to see his priest or pastor or whatever it is the Methodists call their top people but the man turned out to be of a modernistic frame of mind. He asked whether he had problems with his sex life and referred him to a psychiatrist friend. Naturally Bolding wouldn’t hold with that sort of business so he went and tried to get the local C of E man to exorcise him but they don’t believe in such things anymore, or so the vicar said. Eventually, in his desperation, he ended up going to see one of the gypsy (well, Diddecoi really) wise-women at Epsom but she refused to take his money.’
‘Why?’
‘He was being hunted, she said. Another place had claimed him and was drawing closer all the time and there was nothing he could do to change or even delay the matter. She told him to accept gracefully the place that fate had prepared for him and, if he could, to be thankful lest his opposition should bring further misfortune.’
‘And did he accept it? Was he thankful?’
‘Would you? Would you be? Women like her perhaps know things that we don’t, unless they’re all just clever fakes as many say, and maybe they see things differently as a result. However that may be, Jack Bolding was stuck as he was and resignation to fate and all that stuff wasn’t really his way. So no, he didn’t accept or give thanks. In the event, though, he might just as well have done because, whether he accepted it or not, there was precious little he could do about it other than to try and stay in company at all times.’
‘But that didn’t work?’
‘Possibly it did. Leastways he never crossed over when he was with a crowd of people or when someone was looking at him. Even so his travels continued.’
‘Just as before?’
‘Exactly as before because, try as you might, you can’t spend every minute of the day in company—well, not and live a normal, bearable life at the same time. So, to give you some examples: once he woke up and found himself in the other Binscombe. Another time he came out of the garden privy and discovered he’d crossed over. If he was gardening or taking a stroll he couldn’t be sure that his very next step wouldn’t be into the other place. By this stage he’d gone over maybe a dozen times for around one to three days apiece. His wife was quite convinced he was seeing another woman.’
‘How did he deal with that?’
‘He said, “I only wish I were—or a man or boy or donkey!” and she took that funny as you might expect. Mind you, Bolding had been dining on nothing but tongue-pie and cold shoulder from her since she found the shop unattended so it didn’t make much of a difference to the situation between them.’
‘What did he do during these trips?’
‘Explore or drink or weep or despair according to his mood. On one occasion he said that he went as far as London on a bicycle he’d found. Well, that’s over thirty miles or more!’
‘How was London?’
‘The same as everywhere else.’
‘Didn’t he find anyone?’
‘No. He did say that one night he saw a light in the far distance but it only lasted a few seconds and he said it might have been just wishful thinking on his part.’
‘What else did he say?’
‘That Waterloo Bridge had been dynamited by the looks of what remained, and Big Ben was also down. There was no sign of life whatsoever in the City. It was as if everyone had upped and gone one day and there’d not been a single visitor since, until he arrived. Anyway, as I recall, he said that he went and wandered round the British Museum for a while, for want of anything better to do. Then he dined on some tinned food from the Savoy and ended up sleeping under Nelson’s protection in Trafalgar Square. The next thing he knew was being woken up by a policeman and arrested for vagrancy—in our world, needless to say.’
‘So how did it all end?’
‘Well, strangely enough, it was possible that the gypsy woman was at least partially right. Perhaps the other Binscombe was coming ever closer to Mr Bolding because each occasion he went there he was staying longer and longer. As you can imagine, his health and nerves were suffering, not to mention his business. That was shut up half the time since he was either over in the other place or too worried about going there to devote his mind to work. His trade was drifting away, as you might expect, his wife wasn’t talking to him and was fit to leave him at any minute because of the ideas she’d got in her head which he wasn’t able to correct, and generally speaking he felt his role, his reason for being in this world if you like, was dwindling away.
‘So, in the end, he had to give some attention to the life he was leading, willing or no, in the other Binscombe. After all, he was spending a lot of time over there by this stage. Accordingly, he mended the roof of his house and dug the garden over so he could plant vegetables—otherwise he was likely to starve for there wasn’t much food to be found. Apparently he went on foraging expeditions, sometimes as far as Croydon or Winchester, on his bike and he’d be away from the house—the one in the other place that is—for days on end. London he henceforth avoided since he said it gave him the creeps to see that, of all places, overgrown and silent as it was.
‘In time he found most of the tools and suchlike that he needed to survive and he also ransacked a few shops to refurnish his house in finer style than it had ever been in our world! He said he even managed to find an old wind-up gramophone to give him a bit of company.’
‘It sounds almost cosy.’
‘Well I wouldn’t say that exactly. His little, inhabited, cultivated spot was set in a great quiet jungle, so to speak, and I don’t think his life can have been easy. I mean, how could you feel at home in that situation?
‘Anyhow, during the times that he was in our world, he took to filling his pockets with seeds and shotgun cartridges and suchlike useful things so that when he crossed over again he’d have something to add to his stores. The point was, you see, that he was growing less and less sure that he ever was coming back here to stay.’
‘Apart from you and he, did anyone else know what was happening?’
‘A few. Some of the wiser and more trusted types—his friends from the Argyll, people he’d grown up with, folks whose family had been here since early times. When things got really serious, he had to take them into his confidence.’
‘But not his wife.’
‘No. That’s merely the way things were. I don’t say it was right.’
‘Okay. How did these people take it? Did they believe him?’
‘But of course. Jack Bolding never lied, like I’ve already told you. As for your first question, people took the news very well. They rallied round and gave him useful, portable things he could carry round with him ready for the next trip to the other pace.’
‘That sounds a bit cold blooded. What about sympathy?’
‘Sympathy is cheap but help is help and it lasts longer.’
‘Maybe, maybe but even so it was rather an incredible story to accept just like that.’
‘Well, yes and no, because it wasn’t the first time we’d heard of the other place.’
‘No?’
‘No. There’ve been stories about it before from time to time. Your grandfather would have told you about them if he’d lived long enough. Most of the old families around here know about the other place. Some of them have had people visit it, for there’s a variety of means of entry. The ‘Along-side Time’ was the old name for it. I’ve heard it said that some people have lived out their lives there as either volunteers or conscripts like Bolding, though whether that’s true or not I couldn’t swear.’
‘And that’s where he is now?’
‘I presume so. Who can say?’
‘Did he just disappear, never to return?’
‘No. I think he must have had a premonition that the next time he crossed over he wasn’t coming back, because one particular night he came into the Argyll to say his farewells. He said that he’d already kissed his wife goodbye—not that she understood of course.’
‘What did he say?’
‘Not much. He stood us all a drink or two, for he didn’t need money where he was going, and then he asked us to remember him from time to time, seeing as how our paths might be crossing although we’d not know it.’
‘What did he mean?’
‘Well think of it. We could be walking down a street here and in the other Binscombe, Jack might be strolling alongside us in the selfsame street at exactly the same time. It’s possible we could even be occupying the same bit of space!
‘So anyway, we wished him all the best and presented him with one of those Swiss army knives—very useful things, them—which we’d clubbed together to buy, anticipating such an event. We’d put a nice inscription to him on it and it had just about every tool conceivable so I thought we’d chosen well.’
‘And then?’
‘Well, that seemed to choke him a bit so he just said cheerio and left for home.’
‘Never to be seen again.’
‘That’s right. Mind you, we leave a drink on his place at the bar in the Argyll every anniversary of that evening so as to remind us of him and just in case he comes back.’
‘Do you think he ever will?’
‘No, I don’t suppose so. He’s where he’s meant to be.’
Conversation faltered as I harvested the weirdness in. It was an eerie thought. Bolding working away in his garden in Binscombe Crescent, all alone and surrounded by ruins and nature run wild while back here, in our Binscombe Crescent, a family lived out their normal life in the same spot. Then Disvan spoke again, raising suspicions that he’d been trespassing in my mind.
‘Yes, curious concept isn’t it?’ he said. ‘I often wonder if they ever catch a glimpse of his shadow or hear just a faint whisper of his gramophone playing. Perhaps he can sometimes sense some of their activities. Leastways, I hope that’s so because it might be a comfort to him to know that life in his old home goes on. However, nothing of the kind has ever been reported to me.’
‘Yes, I see. I suppose it depends on how close the two Binscombes are to each other, or maybe they even drift apart and then come together again in a cycle.’
‘No one knows, Mr Oakley, although a lot of thought’s been given to it. Not least by those who go there.’
Mr Disvan looked up and round and seemed lost in meditation for a considerable while. What I had just heard equally occupied my mind as I tried, with limited success, to reconcile its other-worldliness with the prosaic normality I saw all about me in the recreation ground. At length he broke the silence.
‘Of course, to those who are aware of it, such knowledge breeds a kind of uncertainty. That’s how I knew, right away before you said anything, that you had a close connection with here. It’s passed on in the blood, and what’s bred in the bone comes out in the meat. It shows in your manner even though you might know nothing about it.’
‘What do you mean, ‘uncertainty’?’
‘Well, consider Mr Oakley; there you are on a misty street, or turning a corner during a solitary walk, or waking in a darkened room, or even leaving your front door, and the question always arises. Which Binscombe am I in?’
‘It is rather good, though I say it myself,’ said Mr Morton and even I, for all my ignorance of fish, had to share in the general admiration of the monster catch he’d brought in to the Argyll.
‘How big is it?’ said Mr Disvan.
‘Just a touch over fifteen pounds.’
‘I’ll warrant that’s an all time record catch for the lake.’
‘Possibly, possibly,’ replied Morton with characteristic modesty. ‘The Club Captain thought it might be, but the old records will need to be checked before we can say for sure.’
Disvan was adamant. ‘Take my word for it, Harry; that pike is the biggest ever caught in Broadwater or I’m a Dutchman.
‘How about donating it to the Argyll?’ said our host. ‘I’d be prepared to have it stuffed and mounted in a frame, all nice like, with a bit of water weed in the background and a little plaque on the front.’
‘I’d be happy to give it to you, just so long as the fishing club’s name was given due prominence, of course. It’s only because of the experience I’ve gained with them over the years that I was able to catch the fish.’
‘Nonsense, Harry,’ said the landlord, ‘you’re too self-effacing. You’ve forgotten more about fishing than that lot ever knew. Look at the way they stand out in the cold and rain for hours with not a minnow to show for it. Whereas you on the other hand—well, I can’t recall the last fishing trip you didn’t bring in a whopper. When you’re allowed to go, that is,’ he added darkly.
Mr Morton steadfastly ignored this passing reference to Mrs Morton (who was well known to us all) although a brief shadow crossed his face.
‘Yes, I think the fish would look nice in a case above the bar. Perhaps you should take it now and put it in your freezer.’
‘Righto. I’ll ring up the brewery tomorrow and see if they’ll cough up the necessary. ‘A sporting trophy,’ I’ll say, ‘the displaying of which is intended to encourage the regular patronage of the local Angling Society.’ You have to dangle increased profits in front of them before they’ll sanction a new towel for the gents nowadays you see. It’s the company accountants up in Reading to blame—never been in a public house in their lives I bet. Wine-bar types, more like it.’
The subject of brewery policy was one of the landlord’s pet hobby-horses, one he could ride into a mad lathering gallop given a hint of encouragement. Accordingly no one spoke for a moment in order that a little blessed peace might settle. Mr Disvan, safe in his local authority, was the natural person to resume the conversation, and when he did so it was in order to steer us back to the uncontroversial subject of the silver white corpse before us—a being whose every passion was spent, whose hunger had been finally satisfied, and whose ears could no longer take offence.
‘Pike specialist are you, Harry?’
Morton considered this, seeking as ever for the strictly truthful answer before replying.
‘Only in a manner of speaking; I don’t think there’s a kind of native fish that I haven’t gone for at some time or other but, yes, I like taking pike because there’s an especial lot of thought and cunning involved.’
‘What did you use to catch it?’ asked someone.
Morton looked a little shamefaced. ‘Ah... livebait, I’m afraid. A small gudgeon. It’s sad, but that’s the best way to do it.’
‘Vicious looking brute, isn’t he,’ said the landlord.
‘She, actually, but yes, they are vicious as we would see it, although they’re just obeying their orders, so to speak.’
‘Just obeying orders isn’t a valid defence, Harry. Nuremberg War Trials 1945,’ said Disvan.
‘Well no, Mr Disvan, but that’s with reference to Nazis, not fish. Fish have to do what the Almighty designed them to do, like it or not.’
‘Perhaps,’ said Disvan—refusing, however unreasonably, to relinquish the last word.
I sensed the start of one of the long, discursive and ultimately absurd dialogues peculiar to Binscombe people who saw nothing strange in debating Nazi fish or the ethics of aquatic life, but this one, sadly perhaps, died the death. Instead, conversation lingered fitfully in the realms of the material world.
‘The pike used to be called “the water wolf” you know,’ said Mr Morton, ‘seeing as it’s so savage. In fact, some of the older anglers still call it that so as to keep in mind what they’re trying to catch.’
‘Is it true that they pull down ducklings?’ said the landlord.
‘Apparently, though I’ve never seen it done. They’re quite capable of it and this one was certainly strong enough.’
‘A sort of duck version of Jaws, eh, Harry?’
‘What?’
‘Jaws. A film.’
‘Was it about fishing?’
‘It doesn’t matter.’
‘This one’s been around for years and years ruling the roost in Broadwater,’ Morton continued, unworried by his lack of cinematic knowledge. ‘She’s been hooked before so we knew about her but up to now she’s always managed to slip away.’
‘Well,’ said the landlord, putting his face down on a level with the fish’s, ‘that’s an end to your little game. No more duckies for you.’
‘In America,’ said Morton, ‘there’s a species of pike called muskel-something which can be six foot in length.’
The Landlord continued his eyeball-to-eyeball gloat over the fish for only a few seconds more after receiving this intelligence. He withdrew his face and stood up.
‘Well, even if you do have relatives taller than I am, it’s still the end of your game.’
This reassertion of human supremacy might just as well have been directed to Mr Morton for, a few seconds after, the pub door crashed open and Mrs Morton not so much entered as boarded the premises.
‘Where the hell have you been?’ she shouted.
Harry looked around for support but found none. The group beside him melted away as if from one singled out by the finger of the Grim Reaper. Even the Landlord, whose home after all it was, suddenly found some urgent glass washing and bottle rearranging to do. Only Disvan, for reasons best known to himself, and I, a poor ‘foreigner’, stood by Morton, whose pallor was fast becoming as pale as that of the fish on the bar. Elsewhere, embarrassed conversations started as, out of the best of intentions, everyone pretended their minds were any place other than on Harry’s humiliation.
‘I said,’ she continued from the open doorway, ‘where the hell have you been?’
‘Fishing,’ Harry replied with a defiance in which not even the most generously inclined witness could detect conviction.
‘And—what—about—the—bloody—decorating, you stupid little man? Fish we can buy any time, but the house is where I have to live, damn it—in case you’d forgotten. Didn’t I set this weekend aside for decorating?’
‘Well you did, but...’
‘So you go fishing.’
‘It was a club match and I’d already promised...’
‘Shut up.’
‘But....’
‘Come here.’
He did so, slowly perhaps and with an apology to each group of locals he passed, but come he did like a puppy to its bath. At length, upon his arrival at the door, Mrs Morton placed her formidable hand upon his back and propelled him through. At us, huddled together like a defeated tribe, she cast a leisurely glance that conveyed within it a degree of withering contempt worthy of a great actress. Then she made to sweep out when Disvan’s commanding tones broke the silence.
‘Mary Morton,’ he said, pointing at her but without the least trace of anger in his voice, ‘woman and girl I’ve known you, and you never were any good. You’ll come to a bad end.’
I’d never heard Disvan directly rebuke anyone in this way before and in Binscombe terms it should have been the equivalent of excommunication and lifelong exile rolled into one.
For all the effect on Mrs Morton it might as well have been a sheep’s growl. Eyes blazing with grim delight she wordlessly advanced, like the war machine of a science fiction epic, upon Disvan, stood before him a second, and then, with a gesture of disdain, flicked off his Panama hat.