Broken Home
Copyright 2011 by Silver Dragon Publishing
Smashwords Edition
Why Won't You Let Me
I'm so fucking depressed
I'm always in this slump.
I'm always being pushed down to take
more lumps.
Nobody wants to help me up, they want to keep
swinging.
While they keep singing.
The same ole song.
Telling
me I'm not good enough.
Well fuck you, I've had enough.
I'm
tired of the rope getting shorter.
As you tell me what I can and
can't do like I'm a boarder.
The other son of yours can do
anything he wants.
Gets praised up for every little thing.
I
bet if we traded shoes, you couldn't walk a day in mine.
Thinking
I got the easy life, I bet yours would be just fine.
You do less
than me and you hold a job.
Come home and bitch and crab saying
the house is a slob.
Looking messy, dishes everywhere.
Who do
you turn to, who do you think you scare.
I'm the one who towers
over you.
I'm the one who strike fear into eyes.
Yet you tell
me I can't do anything for myself.
It's not my fault, the world
won't let me.
It keeps pushing my down, punching me.
Perhaps
its my time to stand back up and fight.
- KJ Abyzz -
You Speak Evil
You ask me always to take care of your dog.
While you go on vacation.
So I sit at the computer in your house, that's my station.
Before I show up you speak to your dog and say my name in vain.
Let the words drip from your tongue like it's rain.
When you leave the dog doesn't acknowledge me.
He doesn't get up.
He doesn't move.
I tell him it's time for a walk.
He sits there and cleans his piggy.
Before giving it a few loving thrusts.
After that he lays down.
KJ Abyzz -
Anger At You
Of the children that you gave birth to why am I the stupid child.
The other two can go out and be wild.
I`m forced to follow you on a leash.
Have to dress an act a certain way and not be unleashed.
No wonder I don`t have any friends.
Since you want me to drop everything at every word you say.
Do I get anything, besides abused is that what you call my pay.
Not a single word comes out of your mouth of thanks.
You bend
over backwards for your other son.
Allow him to do anything he wishes and not help around the house.
He can bring women in off the street and into his bed.
But yet nothing ever does get said.
Perhaps your jealous as you have done the same thing.
Less than a year and he`s climbed into your bed.
I guess that`s all fine and dandy in your own head.
I`ve been dating same girl for going on 6 years.
But yet her sleeping on an airmattress beside my bed is wrong is what rings through my ears.
You keep telling me she`s too close for comfort.
You think we`re doing
something that we shouldn't be.
- KJ Abyzz -
Every Day I Die.
Everyday I die, back
to the start another try.
Everyday I die, back to the start
another try.
I try to go out for two
weeks.
You tried to book off the same two weeks.
The house
started to get filled with sounds of you bitching.
My skin began
to start itching.
I had to come back every day to do shit
Your
other son sat around and did nothing.
Everyday I die, back to
the start another try.
Everyday I die, back to the start another
try.
You won't stop bitching and moaning as you continue to
constantly do it.
Nag nag nag, bitch bitch bitch, I'm tired of
this shit.
Hopefully one day you'll realize just how much I
do.
Hopefully one day before I die.
- KJ Abyzz -
No Excuse (KJ Venting)
So it was 8 days that you were gone.
You asked the grass to get
cut.
THEY were there for all 8 days and THEY did nothing.
There
is NO EXCUSE for that.
Just a bunch of bullshit wrapped up into
something that he's going to keep saying until he doesn't have to do
it anymore.
She could have done it, but no of course not she's a
useless bitch.
At first I thought she was a good thing for him.
I
WAS WRONG.
I can't stand them.
I hate them and think they're
retarded.
THE RULE OF THUMB
If over at someones house for few
days to a week and shit needs to be done.
YOU DO IT
Don't pass
the buck till the next guy... YOU DO IT.
YOU USELESS PEICES OF
SHIT
FUCK YOU TO BOTH OF YOU.
- KJ Abyzz -