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Live This Life!


A Collection Of Poetry!



My life seen through poetic eyes!


By: Liz McDaniel

~REMEMBER ME~


Remember me as a child

When I would come and visit you for a while

Remember me for I always cared

I was the one who was always there.

Remember me for our friendship

That we shared on that long trip

Remember me, hanging out at the mall

It was like our study hall

Remember me for those lyrics I wrote

You always said that they hit the perfect note

Remember when I sang to you that perfect song

Remember me for the love we shared

Was always so strong

Remember me as we walked along

The grassy are by the pond.

Remember me always thinking about my future

Hoping my dreams would come true

Remember me always thinking about my dreams

Always planning for you and me.


~THEY SAY~


They say love is to be blind

Absent of the mind.

Staying true to the heart

Praying to never part

They say “alls well that ends well”

But not all is well

There always comes a time

When you cannot climb

Away from the fear

Or away from the tears

They say the course of true love

Never runs smooth, even when it’s from above.

But you work through the fights

And get through the long dark nights

Sweets to the sweet or so they say

They’ve got it in their mind that it works this way

They think romance is through sweet gifts

But that’s just not it.

Sometimes love can be blind

But at times it’s good to listen to the mind

It is true

That true love never runs smooth

But I think for us it’s worth it

Cause I don’t care about the gifts

They say we won’t last

But we’re not the past

Most of them only gave us a little while

But we’ve gone so many miles

Some of what they say is true

Others just leave you feeling blue.

Some are just lies

That makes you want to cry

So it doesn’t matter what they say

Just know in your heart everyday

That I will love you any way

No matter what it is they have to say.


~OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER~


I worry and I wonder

About our love lasting forever

As far as I can see

We’ll always be together.

But everybody knows

That not everything works out

And then in end

All you’re left with is doubt

But if we try really hard

I know we’ll make it last

Cause everything we’re experiencing

Is nothing like the past

I know this love is real

Cause I feel it deep in my heart.

It’s nothing like before

Our love is like a famous piece of art.

So when everyone says

That we are too young to know what love is

All we have to do

Is remember our first kiss

Cause it that one kiss

I felt love like never before.

For once, I’m actually happy

And wanting you even more.

I know you feel the same way

That’s why I know we’ll always be

For all to see.

Our love is a love

That lasts forever.



~UNTITLED~


I know something is wrong

I can tell by the way he acts

I see the look in his eyes

And I can tell something is bothering him

But he won’t tell me what it is

He says he doesn’t want to get me involved.

I know he love me

And he knows I love him.

But something is totally off.

I don’t know what it is,

I don’t know why.

I wish I knew what it was

I wish I knew why.

Cause it really hurts me

To see him like this

Just about to cry.

So if you know anything at all

Please tell me

So I can answer his call.


~MY TRUE LOVE~


It’s a miracle

All on its own.

From a different world

A world from the unknown.

It’s a simple thing

That’s from above

It’s easy to see

I’ve won your love.

You’re my angel

Without a doubt

You’ve changed my life

From inside out.

When life has got me down

I call on you my man.

You help me figure out the perfect plan.

There were many guys

Each I thought was right.

Now I see

They only wanted me for just one night.

But I finally found the right guy

One that’s always true.

That’s why I have this love

This love for you.

Finding your true love is tough

But I finally found mine

This one I know

Will be with me till the end of time.




~MY DREAM~


Every time I saw your face

I’d start to cry.

But I couldn’t let it show

So I’d hide it deep inside.

No matter what I’d do

The conversation always turned to you.

So I tried in every way

To say good-bye & walk away

Maybe I was hoping for a fantasy dream,

A dream of you and me.

But every night I prayed to God

That he’d make you mine.

Now I’m glad that with time

I saw the real you

And that dream didn’t come true.

I got on with my life

Even after you said good-bye.

I thought I’d lie down and die

But take a look at me now

There’s not a single tear in my eye.

I want to tell you

So many things

That seems to bring

All the emotions within me.

Like the love I thought I felt for you

But now I see that wasn’t true.

I was forced to move on

After I found you were gone.

Now I thank God for the unanswered prayer

Because I know he does care.

He gave me something better in life

The love of a perfect guy.

I left you behind

And my dream still came true.



~SO PERFECT AGAIN~


I wish I was with

Wherever you are.

I’d rather have you near

Instead of far.

If I could tell you

All the things I want to say

Would you take the time

To remember last may?

I remember our prom

Just as if it were yesterday

Everything so perfect

Perfect in everyway.

Remember how the night

Seemed to fly by.

We had so much fun

It was hard to say good-bye.

But summer is here

And everything seems so hard.

For I never see you my dear

Cause you’re so far.

But someday soon

We’ll be together again

And everything will be

So perfect again.



~THE THOUGHT~


Without you where would I go?

I really don’t know.

So constantly scared

Of you leaving me,

So constantly tired

Of wondering where would I be.

I know I love you

And I know you love me.

But I lye awake at night

Just thinking about an awful sight.

A thought keeps creeping into my mind

And I try so hard to hide

They way it makes me feel inside.

The thought scares me so much

The thought of loosing your touch,

The thought of us breaking up.

Baby, please help me see

This thought is just a lie

That there is no need to cry.

What an awful thought for this to be.




~I WISH FOR US~


I wish things were they way they used to be,

Between you and me.


I wish you would hold me

The way you used to

And make me see

It’s still good between you and me.


I wish I knew the words to say

To make things be the way

They used to

When everything was so true.


I wished you would kiss me

They way you once did

When everything seemed to be

All that time, so perfect you see.


I wish I still got that look from you

The one I got when our love was brand new.

The one that made me smile

One you could see for a mile.


I wish you would call

Just to talk

No matter if it’s big or small,

Oh how you used to call.


I wish the drugs weren’t involved

It would make this easier to solve.

You first said no more

Now you’re high as soon as you walk out the door.


I wish we could talk

The way we used to.

We talked about it all.

Now everything seems different between us.


I don’t know what it is

Maybe it’s our schedules

Maybe it’s our lives

Maybe it’s the drugs

Or maybe it’s just us.

I just don’t know anymore.


But most of all

No matter if it seems big or small

I wish for us

To get back the love that we once had.

The one that was sent from above.


Baby how I wish for us

To get back that love.


~I WANNA KNOW~


I want to know

What do I do,

When my whole world

Revolves around you.


I want to know

Where do I go,

When every road

Leads back to you.


I want to know

How do I live,

When my love is all I have to give

And you say you don’t need it to live.


I want to know

How can you walk out that door

And say so easily

That you don’t love me anymore.


I want to know how do I survive

Without you in my life?


I want to know

How do I carry on

After all your love is gone?


And I want to know

How do I get through this

Without another kiss

Straight from your lips?


I want to know.

I need to know.



~LOVE~


Love is a word that means a lot

True love cannot be bought.

Love is to live and die

And maybe even sometimes cry,

For the one you hold dear,

You’ll always want them near.

When you’re with this one

You can’t help but smile

And everyone can see it for miles.

You love only one

And for this one

You’ll do anything.

Love is to be true.

Baby, I love you.




~HER~


You know, I could find it so easy to hate her.

But it’s not her fault

It’s yours.

She didn’t ask for you to smack her on the ass

She didn’t ask for you to talk perverted to her.

I’m sitting right here,

And yet you ask her to take a hot steamy shower with you.

What?

Are you out of your mind?

Maybe I am.

I’m still sitting here.

I should walk away.

I should leave you to her,

But I can’t

I think I’m addicted to you.

Just as you’re addicted to the drugs,

That’s why you try so hard to hurt me.

But why do I stay with you.

I see the way you play games with her,

Knowing it hurts me.

But I’m still here

Watching you flirt with her.

I’m not sure how much more I can take

I’m not sure how much longer I can watch you and her.

~TRUST YOU~


I’m going to try to trust you

But after everything you’ve put me through

That is sometimes hard to do.

Every time I

You lie to me

Them I’m the one left feeling blue

And you just don’t see.

But you say this time it’s for good

And I really hope it is.

I’d like it if you really would

For real quit this.

So I’ll trust you once more

But if you lie to me

Then I’m out the door.

I’ll trust you again just to see.


~IF I TRUST YOU~


If I trust you

What will you do?

Will you lie to me?

Like all the other times

Or will you make me see

To trust you in my mind

As well as in my heart?


If I trust you

How will this be?

Will you be true?

Or will I see

That awful sight again

That will make us end?


If I trust you

Will you tell me the truth?

Or will you lie to me

Make me to blind to see

What I did not see before

And walk out that door.


If I trust you

Will you stay true?

To me this time

And never make me doubt you in my mind.


If I trust you

Will I be blue?

Will I be glad?

Or will I be sad?


If I trust you again

Can you make me see

That you are a true friend

And that you care for me?


If I trust you

Can you promise me

That you can stay true

For we will always be.


If I trust you

Can you make me a promise

To never touch the stuff?

Can you stay true to me & the promise

Even when times get rough?


If I trust you

Can you tell me

You will never make me blue?


I may trust you again

Because you are more than just a friend.

This better not be a game

That will always end the same.

You better tell me the truth

If I trust you.



~I’LL TRUST YOU~


At times in our relationship

I wonder if it’s really worth it.

I wonder if it’s worth all the hurt and pain I’ve felt

I wonder if my heart should melt.


As I gaze into you baby blue eyes

I forget all the lies,

And all the times you said you’d quit

And yet still I would sit.


I always hoped it was true

For I always loved you.

Lately I’ve found it hard

Whether you’re near or far

To trust you

But I’ve always been true.


Now you ask me to trust you

Once more

Can’t you see

I’ve tried that before.

But if I do

How will that affect you?

Will you tell me the truth

Or will it be nothing but lies from you?


I will trust you again

Because I don’t want us to end.

But this is the last time

I know in my mind

I could not take another lie

From you to make me cry.


So I’ll try this

And maybe we’ll reach bliss,

Of everything I dream will be

For you and me.


I’ll trust you!!



~THANK YOU~


No matter what I go through

You’re always there

Whatever I endure

You always care.

Whenever I’m down

You’re always around.

You say my name

What a beautiful sound.

You stand by me

And make me see

There’s nothing I can’t go through

As long as I’m with you.

Even during the darkest night

You protect me

From every little fright.

You make me see

That it’ll be okay

In the morning day.

When I’m feeling scared

You let me know that you’re there.

You hold me tight and protect me from the darkest sight.

I just want to say

Thank you in every way

Thank you for being there for me

Thank you for making me believe.

Just so you know it’s true

I want to say, thank you!



~TO MUCH~


To much love, no such thing.

Too much of you, no such way.

They say I spend too much time with you

They say I spend too much time dreaming true.

Dreaming of what will always be

The perfect time of just you and me.

So what is this madness

That never brings sadness.

It’s the one thing we call love,

The one thing I can’t get too much of.

So let them think what they wish

I’m still reminiscing of this.

Where every moment with you

Is so perfect and true.

No way in this world

I’ll ever stop being your girl.

To much love,

No chance of.


~DREAM~


Times, dreams and stuff in between

Bring it all back to me

For all the times to be dreamed.

An American dream

Oh, for what to be.

What if I dreamed of you and me.

For us to live together

Happily in a beautiful place

For us to last forever

In our own little place.

Is it possible that we could last?

Prove all the others wrong

Out live the past

What a dream so strong.

What are dreams?

Can they become our reality?

For I dream of just you and me.



~THE GREATEST GIFT~


Love,

Love is a great gift

The greatest gift of all.

No way love

Could ever be too small.

Love is more important

Than those material things

Love is the one thing

That always brings

Happiness into my life

It makes me forget all that strife

I don’t want diamonds and jewels

Just knowing that you’ll

Always sand beside me

And love me whatever may be.

Some may think it small

But love is the greatest gift of all.


~ANOTHER FIGHT~


What crazy thing

Have we done know

It never fails

To leave a frown.

We’re fighting again

When will this end.

This crazy madness

Leaves nothing but sadness.

If you could see

What this fighting does to me.

Then maybe you wouldn’t be trying

So hard to start a fight

One that will last all night.

Finally some peace

Now maybe we can sleep.

You think we make it through the night

Without getting into another fight.


~WORTH DREAMIN~


Don’t tell me it’s not worth dreaming

Don’t tell me he won’t stay

Don’t tell me it’s not worth dreaming

Cause dreaming is all I do anyway.


I came to another fork in the road

Now which way do I go

Take the path you lose

Or the path you win

Either way you go

Here I go again.


This is crazy and you know it is

Why do I have to feel like this.

To many lies I’ve dealt with

To prove that the impossible myth

Was all totally wrong

Cause he loved me all along.


So don’t tell me

It’s not worth dreaming

Cause dreams may be reality.



~COME TO ME~


That’s the price you pay

For something that you give.

That the life you live

For something that you need.

When everything is gone

And in the world you seem to stand alone.

Remember you can come to me.


I will stand by you

I will pull you through

I’ll be everything you need

When the world doesn’t see.

All you have to give

In this life that you live

I will always care

Remember you can come to me.


The world is slowly changing

And it’s always bringing

Different things from different places

And of many different faces.

So when you’re down and lost

Don’t worry about the cost

Just remember you can come to me.


When everything seems wrong

When you feel you can’t go on

Just come to me.



~WE’LL SURVIVE~


I should have knew

That not on purpose

Would you ever make me blue,

Nor would I suffer from the curse

Of you saying goodbye.

Nothing in the world could be worse.

When we said those things the other night

I thought for sure

This would be our last fight.

But I was wrong

Cause our love is still going strong.

There’s no need for me to cry

Cause you’re not saying good-bye.

What we have is special

It’s pure & true

There is no one in the world I love

Except for you.

I know we will survive.



~I AM STRONG~


They said I could make it nice

They said I could make it right.

They told you I was the perfect ho

But wouldn’t you know,

They were wrong,

Because I am strong.


Stronger than they thought I’d be

All because you stayed with me.

I did some things in my past

But none of it would last.

Now I’m proving them all wrong,

Cause I’m still going strong.

They told me I wouldn’t last

They said I’d fail like in the past.

They tried to tear us apart

But they didn’t see what’s in our hearts.

They thought I’d run back to them

But I know what was deep within.

They wanted to see me fail

But now I can tell,

All of them who thought

I wouldn’t go on

That I am strong.


~WHY~


What can I do

To get you to see

How much I care for you?


Can’t you see

How I care

And how much you mean to me?


Why do you want to do

Things you know

Make me feel so blue?


Why would you choose

To ruin your life

With the drugs you use?


Why would you want to go back

To ruining everything

And screwing it up like that?


I ‘m trying to make some sense

Of this life that’s a mess

But it’s all so dense.


All I ever wanted in life

Was someone to hold me tight.

Nine months ago

I found the perfect guy

Now things between us

Just don’t seem right.


I know it’s the drugs

So why?

Why are you doing this?

Why do you make me cry?

Why?



~YOU SHOULD KNOW~


Sometimes it gets rough

And I know it’s not enough

For me to say I’m always there.

But you should know I’ll always care.

I love you more than life

And I never want to say good-bye.

Baby don’t start with the drugs

You know they’ll just end up killing us.

What’s the deal with this?

Why does every other kiss

Seem more and more off.

And it seems as if you’ll never stop.

I really wonder if you will

No matter what, I love you still.

From now for everyday

You should know I’ll always stay.

I really wish you would quit

But yet still I sit.

You should know

That on every winding road

I’ll be with you wherever you go.

You should know I’ll be there on every road

No matter where you go

I’ll be there for you,

You should know.



~YOU CHOOSE~


I made a bet with your friend

To see if he would send

The truth to you

Or if I would stay blue.

It’s amazing how some things

Always seem to bring

Such sadness to a life

And cause so much strife.

I trusted you so much

Now I’m loosing touch,

Of what we once had

This is all so sad.

I’m sick of all your lies

All I do know is cry.

I can’t trust you anymore

I don’t even know why I’m here for.

Yes, I still love you

But our love is no longer true.

I can’t live with the drugs

And you know they’re killing us.

Now you have to choose

Do you win or lose?

It’s all up to you

To decide what to do.

It’s them or me

You decide how it’s going to be.

I can’t take it anymore

Tell me now before I walk out the door.

It’s your choice to make

But don’t you take

To long to decide

For I cannot hid

The truth is out

Now there is no doubt.

You must choose

Whether you win or lose,

Them or me

Who’s it going to be?




~YOU’LL NEVER KNOW~


You’ll never know

What you’ve put me through.

I won’t let it show

Just what you do.

You’ll never know the hell

That I’ve been through.

I’ll never tell

What I’ve done for you.

You’ll never know

Unless someone puts you through this.

You’ll just say so

Cause to you its all sweet bliss.

You’ll never know

Just what the drugs do

To you it’s just a show.

If only someone could do this to you.

You’ll never know

The hurt you make me feel.

I can feel so low

And you don’t know it’s real.

You’ll never know what I’ve been through

The way I’ve felt

Still I stay with you.

And each day my heart melts.

You will never know the bad

Of what you do to me

I can be so mad

But the drugs make you to blind to see.

This is not a show

And it will no longer go.

Even if I feel so low,

You will never know.

~THAT’S HOW I FEEL~


I hate this

And I hate fighting with you.

I can’t take this

But I need to know the truth.

You have to decide

What you are going to do.

You cannot hide

Because I know what is true.

I’m sick of all this shit

So now it’s up to you

For I cannot take it

So you decide what you’re going to do.

I’m giving you a choice

Them or me

I’m not raising my voice

For you to see.

I don’t know what else to say

I’m not sure why I’m here

But if you want things your way

Then have it your way my dear.

I’ll let it be, I’ll stay out of this

But don’t expect to be with me

For there will not be another kiss.

If you want the drugs

That’s fine

But there will not be an us

For we will end the line.

So you choose

Who is to win or lose?

Tell me soon

I need to know.

Even when I look at the moon

I know I may have to go

I’m sorry but that’s how I feel

And I must keep this real.


~I NEED YOU~


I need you right now

And I keep wondering how

I can get back to normality

Whatever that may be.

I’m not sure what that is anymore

There’s always someone at my door.

I’m afraid to answer it

Scared that beyond the door is another hit.

I know you’re scared for me

And I don’t want you to be

Now do I want to be afraid

That this will be the day.

As I stare out the window

I think about everything they know

They know too much about me

Why can’t everyone else see

That if I don’t go away now

I will be hurt somehow.

So what am I to do

Runaway from this or be blue.

I know you want to help

But it’s not like anything else.

I’m scared to stay

So I want to go away.

But everyone is standing in my path

And I know I can’t go back.

What am I to do?

I really need you.



~FOR EVERYTHING~


I could say so many things

But none of it could express how I feel

Something inside me always brings

The joy of knowing this is real.

I know what I want to say

But I don’t know how to say it

You protect me everyday

From his every hit.

If it wasn’t for you

I may be lying on the ground

Feeling so blue

Not making a sound.

When I’m feeling scared

I turn t you to protect me

Cause you wouldn’t dare

Say “just let it be”.

No matter if I’m scared, sad, or upset

You’re always there for me

You’re the best friend I’ve ever met

And you will always be.

I guess what I’m trying to say

Is thank you.

Thank you in every way

For being so true.

No words can describe how I feel for you

You always seem to bring happiness to me, which is so true.

So thank you for everything.

~MY BEST FRIEND~


It’s a little weird

But you’re always there.

Whenever something is wrong

You always care

When I’m crying I run to you

When I’m hurt

You chase my blues away.

I never thought

I’d have a friend like you

One who takes care of me

And is always true.

Even though I haven’t known you long

When I need someone to lend a hand

You’re the first to be strong.

You have become

My best friend.


~DEAREST YOU~


Dearest you,

I’m missing you

Lying here on my bed

A million thought running through my head.

I can’t seem to get you off my mind

I think about you all the time.

You’re all I think about night or day

There’s just no other for me to say.

You’re my love for always,

And I miss you when you’re gone away.

So I’m sending you this letter

In hopes to make you feel better.

So I’ll end this with a simple I love you.

Which you already knew was true

And a kiss.

To remember our sweet bliss

From now for everyday

With love always.

-Me-

P.s. I wish you happiness to be.

~PROMISES~


People say promises are meant to keep

And when broken will make you weep.

You promised we’d always be together

And our love will last forever.

Extending till the end of time

Cause you’d be forever mine.


You’ll always hold me in your heart

I hope we never part.

We will set an example

For all the world to see

Just how wonderful true love can be.

Together forever

You and me.


In this moment with you

I want to linger

Just a little longer

As the years go by

It will be just you and I.


Come next September

I’ll still remember

All the days

I spent with you

And I’ll pray

You’ll remember me too.


These times I’ll never forget

No matter how old we get.

And I promise you

I’ll always stay true.

This promise I will keep

So you will never weep.



~YOUR HELP~


Something is missing

Deep inside of me

And with everything I do

I can’t help but let it be.

I just wonder what I could do

To get back to normality

And not feel so blue.

But when I think things through

I’m wondering what to do.

But I’m learning now, thanks to you

You’ve helped me through it all

Protected me, been at my every call.

And in time

With your help this will disappear from my mind

And I’ll no longer be blue.



~FOR EVERYTHING~


I could say so many things

But none of it could express how I feel

Something inside me always brings

The joy of knowing this is real.

I know what I want to say

But I don’t know how to say it

You protect me everyday

From his every hit.

If it wasn’t for you

I may be lying on the ground

Feeling so blue

Not making a sound.

When I’m feeling scared

I turn t you to protect me

Cause you wouldn’t dare

Say “just let it be”.

No matter if I’m scared, sad, or upset

You’re always there for me

You’re the best friend I’ve ever met

And you will always be.

I guess what I’m trying to say

Is thank you.

Thank you in every way

For being so true.

No words can describe how I feel for you

You always seem to bring happiness to me, which is so true.

So thank you for everything.



~LOVE OF MY LIFE~


It’s pretty cute

The way love goes

One minute we’re hugging & laughing

The next who knows.

But no matter what

I still love you

This will never change

My love is forever true.

You already knew the answer last night

When you asked me to be your wife

You knew I’d say yes

Cause you’re the love of my life.


~GOD’S GREATEST GIFT TO ME~


I’ve endured a lot

But your love for me never stopped

The safest place from harm

Is tightly secure in your arms.

God gave me everything

When he gave me you

All I ever dreamed

In a love so true.

You stood by me through everything

No matter what my life would bring

You helped me get through so much

You held me with such a gentle touch.

I’m blessed to have you in my life

You’ve helped me with so much strife.

I think God every night

That he brought you into my sights.

You are my angel without a doubt

You’ve turned my life right-side out

You’re not just my boyfriend

But my very best friend.

You’re someone who I wish

To spend the rest of my life with.

I may not believe

That I deserve to have you with me

I know I love you so true

And I’d do anything to protect you.

You’re important to me

I’d give up everything to be with you

And no matter what may be

My love will always be true

For you are God’s greatest gift to me.



~2002 WAYS~


I will always love you

That is forever true.

No one could ever change my mind

And neither will time.

Being the prince charming that you are

You’ve healed all my battle scars.

You made a princess out of me

Something I never dreamed I could be.

This love we share

Is taking us everywhere.

We’ve over come so many things

And have a love in which joy sings.

Caring is what you do

And making me happy too.

I love you with all my heart and soul

And that is something that I know.

So I guess what I’m trying to say

I love you in so many ways.

There are 2002 ways to say I do

Forever & always, I love you.


~FANTASY WORLD~


If everything in life

Was as perfect as we liked,

Then we wouldn’t have to worry

About complicated situations

We wouldn’t have to meet all the wrong people

Before meeting the right one.

We would just jump straight into love

Taking for granted the one true love.

It would all be a fantasy

Real life it wouldn’t be.

Fantasy worlds don’t exist

And it’s probably for the best.

If all the world was a fantasy

Yes it would be nice

But we wouldn’t realize

The greatest things we have in life.

In my life it’s you

I love you so true.

I’ve meet so many wrong

You’re the right one so strong.

I know I’m lucky to be your girl,

So I’m sort of glad this isn’t a fantasy world.

My love

My only love

You don’t know how much I love you

But just so you know it’s true.

I love you more than life

I’ll give you all I have

I dream to be your wife.

You are my angel

That saved me when I was down

You never let me wear a frown.

My prince charming

That’ what you are

You’re always there

And no matter what you always care.

A thousand words could not explain

The love that grow for you each day.

You made me your girl

Now you are my world.

I must tell you in every way

My love for you will continue to grow

Until my dying days.

I love you!

~HEAVEN’S LOVE~


Life and love

Are both great gifts from above.

They go hand-n-hand

In this messed up land.

Troubles & trials

Come by the miles.

But me and you

Have always made it through.

But then again,

To everything there is an end

Even we will die too,

But our love will still be true.

After we are long gone,

Our love will still live on.

The heavens above

Will know of this one true love.

This love we share

Has taken us everywhere.

We’ve accomplished so much,

I’ve gotten used to your wonderful touch.

I guess what I’m trying to say

In so many different ways

No matter what happens in this world

I will always be your girl.

Not the stars, moon, or sun

Can make me run

From your love

That I know is sent from the heavens above.

Baby you know that it’s true,

I will always love you.

This love we share is God’s greatest creation

It’s like a train that never leaves the station.

It’s solid & true

It never leaves me blue.

This thing we share from the Lord above

It absolutely Heaven’s love!



~MY ANGEL~


The greatest guy in the world

How did I ever get him?

I can’t believe he chose me for his girl

And to spend the rest of my life with him

See I’m lucky & I’m blessed,

He makes me happy and makes me laugh.

He gives me love that always there

Yes, I know he always cares.

I lye awake at night

To think about his smile so bright.

When he looks at me that way

I can’t help but smile all day.

He’s great, gorgeous and smart

It’s easy to tell he stole my heart.

He’s an angel here on earth

He gave my life a whole new birth

He loves me & it’s true

I must say I love him too.

He’s the one who keeps my life stable

He’s my very own angel.



~MY SUPERMAN~


You try to be everything

And you do always bring

Joy & safety to me

In your arms that hold me tightly.

But no matter how hard you try

Sometimes I still cry.

You are not superman

And there are times when one still can

Hurt me if he tried

And yes that would make me cry.

But see, you can’t always be

Everywhere that I am

Even though you are my man.

Baby I swear I love you

And you know I meant it true.

But please understand

You’re really not superman.

Too me you are everything

And you always bring

The moon, stars, and sun

Into my world that has just began.

But only superman is made of steel

And I wish you could see that not even he can heal,

Some of the wound that I have obtained

In my life that’s not sustained.

But you are not him, nor is he you

So listen to me, whatever you do.

Don’t try to be what you’re not

Because I love you for whom you are.

Even if you can’t do everything

I hope you understand

That you really are my superman.



~NOT WITH YOU~


I don’t know what I’d do

If I lost you.

I don’t know where I’d be

If you weren’t with me.

I guess I’d cry

Myself to sleep at night.

I guess id die

Without you in my life.

It’s a lonely road

Without someone to hold.

And it’s a long & empty highway

Without you here everyday.

My mind just brings

Up these bad things.

This is what I go through

When I’m not with you.

Now I experience all this

I miss your sweet kiss.

It’s like this everyday

When you’re so far away.

Even though I know it’s not true

I can’t help what my mind thinks about you.

When I think about you like this

It’s all I can do to remember the sweet bliss.

When I’m not with you

I’m so blue

But when you’re here

I hold you near.

Praying you will always be

Right here with me, my dear.

But when it’s time for you to leave

I cry just wanting you to stay with me.

I go crazy

When I’m not with you.



~SO LONG~


You think you’ve beaten me again

Well guess what, you’re wrong.

I won the game this time

I beat you at your own game, now I’m putting you out of sight & out of mind.

I’ve erased the lines you never thought I could cross

I found the life you thought I had lost.

True, things weren’t easy

But you didn’t want them to be.

You’ve tried your best to make my life miserable

I almost let you, but no more will you beat me.

I learned how to challenge you to a dual


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