Soulo Journey:
Life from the Soul’s Perspective
By
Regina Meredith
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Copyright 2012 by Regina Meredith
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Dedication
This book is dedicated for the brave Souls who
have chosen to know the truth of themselves.
Acknowledgments
Life holds our hand from one experience and person who enters our lives to the next. To thank everyone who has touched my life in a significant way is impossible, so I will keep it brief.
I would first like to thank all of the wonderful people I have interviewed on Conscious Media Network who continue to provide pixels of truth to the tapestry of human experience we call life. I have drawn from the wisdom of some of them in this book including - Michael Cremo, Amit Goswami, Michael Tellinger, Dr. Larry Dossey, Robert Moss, Dr. Raymond Moody, Jean Slatter, Dolores Cannon, Rocco Errico, Bruce Lipton, Marc Allen, Dr. John DeMartini, Carol Ritberger, Russell Targ, James Gilliland, Phillip Mountrose, Hale Dwoskin, Steve Sisgold, Dr. Judith Orloff, Kim Carlsberg, Darryl Anka and David Sereda. I also wish to acknowledge the tireless lifetime effort of Zecharia Sitchen to add to our understanding of ancient references to the creation of the human species. Though he passed over the threshold in 2010, his work will live on. Edward Hansen offered a generous hand in assimilating a lifetime of Sitchen’s work and editing it to a few succinct pages. Thank you Ed!
I have turned to my husband, Scott Meredith, and my son, Stuart Campbell, as sounding boards for some of the content in the book, for which they were a great help. Sheila and Marcus Gillette, along with Sandie Sedgbeer, blessed me with their time and attention for editorial perspective for which I am grateful.
Other confidants in the process of writing this book were Nichole Hansen, Jon Merriman and Linda Davis. Without Ms. Davis, the cornerstone story of the Origins of Humankind would not have been possible.
Contents
Contents
Introduction
Part One - Becoming Human
Chapter 1: 1985: KTXL Newsroom
Chapter 2: Encounters with 'The Guardian'
Chapter 3: A New Story of Human Origins
Chapter 4: Sitchen on Human Origins
Chapter 5: A Species Upgrade?
Chapter 6: Filtering Our History
Part Two - Being Human
Chapter 7: The Mental Schism
Chapter 8: Guides and Other Helpers
Chapter 9: The Missed Metro
Chapter 10: Dreams Are Not Always Dreams
Chapter 11: Diving Into Our Gene Pool
Chapter 12: The Evolved Earth
Chapter 13: Positive and Negative Energy
Chapter 14: Earth-Human Feedback Loops
Chapter 15: Free Will
Chapter 16: Karma
Chapter 17: Relationships
Chapter 18: Past Life Regression
Chapter 19: Finding Our Truth
Chapter 20: Manifestation
Chapter 21: Our Life's Path
Chapter 22: Children Know Best
Chapter 23: The Healing Journey Begins with The Mind
Chapter 24: Becoming Our Own Psychic
Chapter 25: Healing with Nature
Chapter 26: Good Morning Sunshine
Chapter 27: Loneliness and Aloneness
Chapter 28: Loved Ones are our Best Mirror
Chapter 29: What's in a Name?
Chapter 30: Respect and Forgiveness
Part Three - The Future Human
Chapter 31: What Will Become of Us?
Chapter 32: Thoughts on the New Human
Chapter 33: Is Our DNA Meeting the Challenge?
Chapter 34: Sunshine in a Glass
Chapter 35: The Journey Home
Part Four - Meditations and Practices
Chapter 36: New Chakra Meditation
Chapter 37: Meditation on Connecting with Self
Chapter 38: Positive Energy Meditation
Addendum
References
About the Author
Introduction
It has become evident to me that humanity might benefit from making just one leap, call it a leap of faith. We have been conditioned by academia and the sciences to have a reductionist and materialistic view of life, and thus ourselves. At the same time many of us have experienced something so sublime as to change our worldview, something that lies beyond the firing of neurons in the brain. It is these events in our life that point us to another path of inquiry - who or what is motivating these inspirations, passions and intuitive insights?
For centuries science and religion have been at odds with one another over the subject of God and Soul. Is there a God? Do we have a Soul? Where does it live? Does it die with us or live in some realm beyond throughout eternity? These are common debates, which have not been resolved through any empirical or logical means. So science points fingers at religion as promoting blind faith. Religions blame science for limiting their examination to the material world. Meanwhile, none of this is serving us in the greater exploration of what I have come to embrace the Multi-Dimensional, Highly Intelligent and Creative NonPhysical aspect of ourselves that I will, for simplicity’s sake, call the Soul.
My explorations have led me to embrace the theory that we are a physical animal that has merged with a higher dimensional Being and that few of us have tapped into the true creator at our core. I believe the Creator/Soul is within us, motivating us unconsciously, patiently and lovingly with our human conscious mind kicking and screaming most of the way. While it’s our birthright to create life the way we wish to experience it, there’s a hitch. Little in our current world view and education teaches us who we are and what we are capable of. This book was written to address this lack of understanding in clear, practical and plain terms.
As the host of Conscious Media Network, a video portal for paradigm shifting information founded by my husband, Scott Meredith, and myself, I have had the advantage of researching and interviewing hundreds of the most visionary and powerful minds on the planet. This has been my life’s passion to understand that mysterious force within each of us, the part that can perform miracles. The question becomes, can the mysterious and powerful force behind such anomalies be harnessed for our use in everyday life as well? Do we have far more powerful creative capabilities than we have been lead to believe?
I believe these powerful and far-reaching expressions of our spirit have been bound up and restricted from our conscious use because of our belief about who we are and where we come from. For this reason I intend to start our journey together with a story that you may find shocking, and perhaps, unbelievable. I too was startled by it upon first exposure. In spite of my initial reaction, for the past thirty years this story has kept coming back into my mind, providing a context for the inexplicable traits and behavior of the human species.
Once this foundation is laid, we will look at some of the ways in which our life takes on new power and color. The book is broken down into three parts: Becoming Human, Being Human and The Future Human, or as one long time friend humorously called it - The Gospel According to Regina. I laughed and cringed at the same time when he said this, but perhaps it’s the truth. Indeed, we will examine a great variety of topics that take on new meaning when viewed through the lens of the Soul.
Along the way I will share some of the anomalies and otherworldly experiences I’ve had to illustrate how these phenomena work, at least in the case of one person. As you will see, this is not a classic text in any way, rather a collection of reflections and experiences I hold dear at this time of our movement into a finer field of consciousness. The book simply “exists for whom it exists” in the words of Anastasia.
The journey begins with understanding how we lost our connection with our true self from the beginning of our history. Foundational to the story is a woman I interviewed on the news at KTXL-TV, Sacramento, in the mid-1980s. Though this is a strange and unfamiliar tale, I would simply suggest that you open your mind to examining our origins in a new way. As you join me on this journey inward, get ready to examine a brave new portrait of life from the Soul’s point of view.
Part One - Becoming Human
Chapter 1: 1985: KTXL Newsroom
“If people only knew what they were, they would live life differently.”
– Bernard Haisch, astrophysicist, author of The Purpose Driven Universe
As I wrote the headlines for KTXL-TV’s late night show, I was struck by new questions surfacing in my mind as to why these events had occurred. Why did the man turn his gun on his own wife, then children and finally himself? So many people’s lives ended in a few moments of violence. This was still on my mind as the teleprompter cued me to read the story to our nightly news audience already tucked into bed, watching the last news of the day before dropping off to sleep.
I was fully aware that I was an agent of bad news, unsettling people sitting in front of their television sets with stories like this and others. I had learned to use professional, credibility preserving words such as ‘reportedly’ and ‘allegedly’ liberally throughout my media career as sports anchor, news anchor, reporter, documentary producer, writer and PBS host. These words create a buffer around you, and the television station, from lawsuits.
But, this time such cautionary words did not enter my mind. I was reflecting on an extraordinary experience I had recently, one that had led me to look at this situation in an entirely different way than I would have only weeks before.
If we all have Souls and there are is a destiny for each one of us, then what could have been the agreement between the members of this family now shattered by such a shocking act of violence?
As I entered the dark parking lot, the guard nodded good night and I sank into the seat of my maroon Honda station wagon. All the way home I pondered the notion of Soul agreements and karma, all of which were new concepts to me. I would make a mental note to ask the nonphysical entity I had recently “met” about these things at the next opportunity.
Chapter 2: Encounters with 'The Guardian'
‘Channeling’ was not a common word in the early 1980s. But, I had lived long enough to develop questions about unresolved events and relationships that made no sense to me when run through my ordinary lens of understanding.
This was a time in modern history when clairvoyance was being publicly examined for the first time. In Sacramento, a prominent clairvoyant astrologer, Sheri Bolling, was appearing on mainstream news broadcasts, while privately reading for members of the California House and Senate. The public was becoming aware of the use of psychics and astrologers at the top levels of government all the way to the White House itself in the case of the Reagans, on to royal families throughout history. At the highest echelons, psychics, clairvoyants, astrologers, numerologists and channelers were commonly, though secretly, used to gain advantage over one’s adversaries and to pinpoint opportune times of doing business. As a television news anchor, even I had been allowed to feature segments on psychic experiments on the nightly news. This was the opening of a portal, which has since been closed, in educating the public as to esoteric means of accessing information.
I had been exposed to the day’s guru of out-of-body experiences and all things metaphysical, Shirley MacLaine, through her book Out on a Limb. This book awakened millions of sleeping mystics throughout the United States and elsewhere to the notion of consciousness beyond the physical realm. While her experiences intrigued me in a deliciously covert sort of way, I was also drawn to know the science behind it.
Michael Talbot had just written a book called Beyond the Quantum, which was deigned to take the layperson into the world of quantum physics and quantum consciousness. Among the other books I had begun to devour was the entire range of books on color healing. I found a deep resonance with the work of Ledbetter, R.B. Amber, Burmester, Baker and others who wrote on the subject in the days when few of such books were available.
Because I was in a unique position to give voice to subjects at large, I had also begun using my position as news anchor to air my pet projects. It was then that I began interviewing men such as Russell Targ, Keith Harary and Charles Tart, each involved with remote viewing programs. I had set foot on a path that would last until this day - the quest for understanding the greatest potential hidden within the Human Being.
As it often happens to those of us on this journey, we stumble across the most unexpected sources of information.
During the 1980s channeling had risen to public awareness. A plethora of channelers, mystics and spiritual authors emerged with their work in the 1980s such as Dolores Cannon, Barbara Marciniak, Darryl Anka, Esther Hicks and the Abraham Group, Sheila Gillette and the Theo Group and many others. This decade appears to have been a portal of sorts, a time in our continuum in which information would begin seeping to the surface to plant seeds of awareness set to blossom in the future. There were metaphysical shops popping up like crystal-studded mushrooms in cities across the United States. Metaphysical newspapers went to press and people began engaging with esoteric information in a more public way.
While other channelers were making their way to the public eye, a woman named Linda Davis worked in obscurity. Her connection with a nonphysical Being called The Guardian was established at this special time in our history, a time that was ripe for the resurgence of spiritual information.
Like most people in the 1980s, I had never heard of the term channeling. I had been drawn to the subject via a picture of Linda Davis in a local metaphysical magazine.
I read the description of her service, which included telling people of their past lives and assumed it was some kind of intuitive reading. I had already begun to wonder if the dynamics of human relationships and trauma might come from some other place in time and space. It made more sense to me than the seeming randomness of every day events. I never resonated with the thinking of “Coincidence Theorists” with whom nothing has to make rational sense. They seem to be content with the mantra “S--- happens” but I was not. I was ready to see a larger view of my life so I called Ms. Davis to request a channeling.
When the day of the ‘channeling’ arrived, I was nervous. If what she advertised was true, I was about to be confronted with the deeds of my past – good, bad or indifferent.
I arrived at Linda’s home and was instructed to quietly enter the living room and take a seat. I was told I would be brought back to see her in an adjacent room once she had ‘connected’ with her source. The ‘source’ of information was called The Guardian. This Entity was said to be from a far away dimension and had never incarnated physically. Linda had reportedly been connected with the Guardian throughout her Earth incarnations. It had been a while, however, since they had demonstrated the ability to communicate in this direct way.
To create a ‘meeting’ place, Linda had to go through a protocol involving geometry and symbols that shifted her own vibrations so she could reach out into another dimensional field. The Guardian would do a similar thing from his dimension, to step-down into this agreed upon field. Both could be comfortable enough to function in this neutral place between their worlds. Upon connecting with the Guardian, she would go into a passive role and allow herself to be a conduit for information.
From her point of view she would be positioned off to the side, passively listening to what was being said in real time. Once the connection was strong, and the client had begun asking questions, a giant screen would appear. On it was hundreds, or even thousands, of pixels. Each pixel was of a different experience within the person’s past/future that exists within their aura. When a question was asked, one of the pixels would blow up to fill the entire screen and Linda could see what the Guardian was speaking of.
Clients would often ask her, upon her cresting back to this reality, to tell what she had seen regarding a particular portion of the channeling. They would often learn a great deal more when she would explain what it looked or felt like. This information offered more nuances than what words alone expressed. This would only work, however, if she were asked directly after the session. Otherwise the images would fade very quickly and not be available for recall.
On the day of my first channeling, about twenty minutes after my arrival, I was taken to an adjacent room. Linda was laid back in a La-Z-Boy lounge chair. Her eyes were closed and her face was expressionless. I was told by her husband to gently take her hand in mine and state my full name three times, which I did. After a few minutes the connection had been established between The Guardian and me. I was told I could begin asking questions.
The communication was spare in nature, responding only to what I had asked with no embellishment. I found that the entity refused to give predictions or prophecy as to my future. The rule was that you were free to ask anything about your past, your Soul’s choices and life lessons. The Guardian stated that this information should be food enough for a person to make better choices as to their future. He explained that on this “free will” planet, the quality of our lives is created through our choices. They said it was against some universal law to rob people of the creation of their own lives.
I was admittedly disappointed. Like most people, I wanted to know how certain things were going to turn out before they had even begun. Knowing I wasn’t going to be given that information, I quickly adjusted my list of questions to focus on my relationships with the significant people in my life, my own past and life’s lessons.
Throughout the channeling, in which I learned of my past connection to my husband, my son, sister, past lovers and others, I kept sensing that I was connecting with some deeper truth within myself. I have always gone by the feelings in my stomach and nothing I was hearing created a tightening, friction or rejection from my gut.
The exchange with this entity felt accepting and profound. In addition, the energy in the room was noticeably invigorating and healing and I became more ‘charged’ as the channeling progressed. The information felt like a perfect fitting glove.
During this first channeling, ‘visions’ I had experienced were instantly ferreted out and reflected back to me. I had told no one of the things I had been seeing prior to this reading.
I had been having flashes of my then husband Kurt’s hand with lace poking out from under a black velvet sleeve. The Guardian told me of my life with him during Colonial times, a life in which he was a banker during the time of America’s breaking free of British rule and the penning of the Declaration of Independence. Velvet coats with lace trimming on his shirts sleeve were his attire.
I had also been having visions of Kurt’s eyes on a Native American Indian in the Plains with a wolf standing by his side. It was such a strong vision I secretly inquired about having this image captured in a painting. I had not mentioned this to the Guardian or anyone else. Shortly, thereafter, the Guardian told Kurt of one of his lives as a Native American. This is the first time I realized I wasn’t making things up – I was having bona fide visions of the past, which was a relief. As a lifelong journalist, I value validation and corroboration.
I wondered how this Being could see what my thoughts and psychic visions were, no less actions. But, that’s how it worked with most people who sat with the Guardian. If they were skeptical, the Guardian would immediately identify something deeply personal within them to get their full attention. They paid much closer attention to the answers once they felt fully seen and understood, if a bit more vulnerable. It is indeed disconcerting to have your own thoughts reflected back to you. It makes one feel naked.
I had many questions during these early encounters with the Guardian and was using the Guardian as an oracle for everything that posed confusion for me or for that which I had not yet found an answer.
The Guardian was patient and accommodating. After a short time, however, he suggested that I look for the answers to the questions myself, which, he said, I was perfectly capable of doing. I doubted this, but did begin the arduous process of learning to connect with this higher dimensional aspect of myself, which I will call the Soul for purposes of consistency. Still, I did ask the Guardian about some everyday challenges, particularly those I was so close to emotionally that I could not “dial in.”
Two such sessions were dedicated to two dogs that were ill. The first had developed cancer and had a very short time to live. Panic stricken, I asked what could be done. The Guardian told me that I could feed her a diet rich in certain nutrients, but that it would only buy her a few weeks. I followed the directions and she perked up, giving me hope. But, as was told, it effect was to be short lived. She died three weeks later.
In despair, I went to the animal shelter and adopted another dog, a little white mixed breed named Ziggy. Within days I began to see the symptoms of distemper, a common and fatal disease dogs and cats contract while in animal shelters. By the time I asked the Guardian about Ziggy, she was in bad shape. She had stopped eating and drinking, her back legs didn’t work anymore due to the ravaging nerve damage of distemper. She was all but dead. My heart sinking, I asked what I could do. Again, I was told to give her specific foods, vitamins and minerals. He went on to say that she would recover from this normally fatal disease, however, there would be one remaining function that would not recover properly, which could cause some problems for us. He did not tell me what the dysfunction would be, but he wanted me to know that it would be my decision to save her life, which would be compromised, or not.
I chose to save her. I watched in awe as her devastated little body came back to life. One function did not recover however, which ultimately led to my having her put to sleep. That she had recovered from distemper to that extent was considered medically impossible. Still I could not cheat her fate.
I was so impressed with the quality of information that I began bringing friends over to Linda’s house to ‘meet the Guardian.’ Similar results were had by all who were open to the information. Lives changed radically for the better. Clarity replaced confusion. It was a time of great exploration.
There seemed to be no limit to what we would be told as long as it had nothing to do with our own future and choices. Perhaps most profound information in my experience, however, was the non-personal information. I wanted to understand the deep divide, the duality that seems to live within each one of us. Why is it that so few people know why they are here, no less what their life purpose is? We are capable of such exquisite beauty, compassion, love and creativity. We are also mean, greedy, controlling, violent and manipulative. Why do such contrasts exist within our nature?
After my first channeling I learned that Linda had written a book, direct translations of some previous channeling sessions with The Guardian. The oddly laid out book, which seemed to jump all over the place from topic to topic, covered a vast array of subjects. While I found much of it fascinating, the most intriguing parts were snippets of a story regarding the beginning of human life on Earth. This touched my deepest questions regarding the human Soul.
The following is a short sketch of the subject, which was abbreviated by me. Anytime there is editing involved, nuances can be skewed or missing entirely. For this reason the full story, mostly in the original words of the Guardian recorded between 1984 and 1987, is included in the addendum of this book if you would like to delve deeper. It has been expanded on over the years by a second ‘source’ of information, which also communicates through Ms. Davis, whom I will refer to throughout this book as Ara. Ara and the Guardian are two entities from the same nonphysical dimension who work together in their communications with Linda.
This is the first time this story has been released since the mid-eighties as Linda Davis has retained a quiet life throughout the years and has had no public profile.
Chapter 3: A New Story of Human Origins
Before sharing this story about the origins of the human species, it’s important to understand the nature of frequency and dimension. Throughout the universe(s), all things are made of vibrating energy and matter. Quantum physicists have observed some of this.
While we are aware of a limited range of frequency within our third dimensional reality, there exists unfathomable numbers of dimensions, frequencies and planes of existence that we are completely unaware of. The Beings within the other frequencies and dimensions are, likewise, unaware of us. Yet, the mind-boggling truth is that many different realities can exist within the same space.
Wherever you are at this moment, stop what you’re doing. Look at this space you are occupying and imagine that there are other civilizations of Beings and creatures that are living in the same space, except at frequencies that are out of your range of perception. Imagine you are sitting in a city far into the future of an unknown civilization, or in a primitive environment with unrecognizable animals. Such is the stuff of science fiction novels and films, but the concept is quite real. It has only been in the last few decades that science has identified separate dimensions, yet indigenous elders and the ancient civilizations have always been aware of the existence of other dimensional fields and the life forms that exist within them.
One simple example of life in another dimension would be that of ghosts, which many people can see. They exist in a dimensional field, or frequency range, that is just slightly removed from the one in which we live and breathe often referred to as the Astral realm. There are Beings, however, who live many dimensions removed from us, who have no physical bodies and exist as pure light and consciousness. What I am about to share with you illustrates that these Beings are Us, they are You.
A New Earth
As is true with other celestial bodies, the earth was formed by the winds and vibrations of creation, along with gasses and molecules all organized by a force that was spinning very rapidly – much faster than today. In addition, new elements were beginning to materialize to help in the formation of the planet.
Over a vast period of time these elements came together to create not only this third dimensional planet but the massive array of life forms she hosts. Another way of phrasing this is that the process of creation, of all kinds, is in bringing thought into a physical manifestation. This is true of everything from a piece of furniture to stars and planets. (One would presume there was a vast intelligence involved in a creation of this magnitude.)
From the beginning, the earth was a place of great curiosity due to its variety of life forms, which was almost frivolous in its bounty compared to many other stars and planets. There were trees, plants, great bodies of water, mountains, insects, birds, animals and sea creatures, all of which had been developing over a vast stretch of time, stepping down in their density until they reached third dimensional physicality.
Two Separate Dimensions Co-mingle
As this earth’s formation was under way, there was a group of Beings from another dimension (area of frequency/density) who became aware of the newly forming Earth. We must know from the beginning of this story that the earth is multidimensional in nature, as are we. So from another dimension of what is now the Earth we know, there were Beings of a highly intelligent and creative nature who would appear to our eyes to be made of light, or electricity. There was no density to their bodies and their world functioned at the speed of thought. As thought, or mind, is the basis for all of creation, they did not have the obstacle of physical density to overcome in their creative process. (The denser the physical world, the longer it takes to bring thought into physical reality.)
These “other dimensional” Beings had become aware of the creation of third dimensional earth and had a great curiosity as to its unique and varied lifeforms, i.e. plants and animals. Some of the more curious and adventurous of spirit, Beings that we could consider to be scientists, chose to participate in an experiment. This was possible because there was an area where their dimension overlapped with, and could see into, the newly forming earth dimension. At this time the earth was still spinning very fast and had not lowered its spin rate to what we now know as the third dimensional energy field. Because of this high rate of spin and the interpenetrating dimensional fields, the other dimensional Beings made a decision to traverse into this newly forming reality.
It needs to be noted, according to the Guardian, that this is not a normal thing. Dimensions do not generally interpenetrate each other to where Beings of one particular dimensional field can come through to an environment of a very different dimensional vibration. Because of this anomalous opening between dimensions, the Beings who came through were called the Portal Beings.
Playing With Earth’s Life Forms
The Portal Beings watched the developments for a long while and, when they felt it was safe, began to come through this area of intermingling dimensional fields, the Portal, to look into and experience existence from a new point of view.
During the Portal Beings’ time in this new world, they were able to use their mental and creative powers to create a ‘thought form’ reality in which they could observe and interact comfortably. It was not as concrete as our third dimensional reality, but it was solid to their perceptions within this newly forming environment. This lighter physical reality they were creating was a “thought form” precursor to what later became the physical continent of Lemuria.
As the Portal Beings continued their explorations on the newly forming earth, it was known that the rate of spin was beginning to slow down and becoming denser in its physicality. After coming and going for a very long time, the Portal Beings were arriving at a shut off point where it would become impossible to return to their native dimensional field as the variance between the two dimensions was too great.
Over time, some of the Portal Beings decided to intentionally lower their vibratory rate so that they could easily merge with some of the plants and animals for short periods of time. They found this interesting and amusing. It needs to be noted that no harm came to the Beings with whom they were merging energies, which included trees, fish, birds and other species at the beginning of this experiment. This arrangement was entered into only with those species that were agreeable to the experience, after which the Portal Beings would raise their frequencies back up so they could return to their native dimensional field.
These simple life forms were enjoyable, but offered only a small range of experience and expression so they decided to attempt merging with more complex and intelligent life forms. To do this, however, would require making vibratory changes within the animal. So they began making adjustments in the vibratory field of the earth bodies to the degree they were capable.
These changes were mostly worked on through the glands, brain and nervous system. In the brain the electro circuits were rearranged through mental and physical processes. But, this was not progressing as they had expected, and they began to experiment more gradually. Everything they were learning in this dimension was very new to them and many mistakes were made on all levels. They were working in, and from, a totally different dimension, which cannot be overstated in its complexity.
At this time they began to realize that they were essentially pushing the animal’s Soul development out of the body, which was highly disruptive to the animal’s experience and learning. This was also causing genetic disturbances, and mutations were beginning to occur as an unintended consequence of the mingling of these totally different types of Beings.
The Grand Experiment
These problems came to be known throughout the Universe and it was decided that there should be some oversight of the situation. Help came from “Other” third dimensional beings, known today as extraterrestrials. They came from other planet type places, from totally different solar systems and from other universes and dimensions as well. This experiment had become a curiosity to many, and the understanding that a great deal of assistance was needed was becoming clear throughout the universe. The “Other” third dimensional beings had the capabilities to work within this physical world because they were of the same density. They were also able to communicate telepathically with the Portal Beings.
During this period of time, some of the Portal Beings began to look toward making the new earth their home while others had been spending such a great amount of time in this more dense reality that their own vibratory fields had become effected. Due to these changes within the vibratory fields of some of the Portal Beings, a decision had to be made. They could go back home or choose to stay within this newly developing third dimensional world. For some, there was no longer a choice. Their native frequencies had been repeatedly lowered to the point that they could no longer return ‘home.’
It was decided by themselves, and others who had become aware of this experiment, that permanent bodies would be needed for these highly intelligent and creative electrical beings who were either trapped on earth now or had chosen to continue this experiment into a new reality. Accustomed to a world where change was as fast as thought, there was no real understanding of what was about to transpire.
First, it was decided that only one type of body would be used from this point forward as the earthly body/vehicle/physical expression of the Portal Beings. The earth animal that was ultimately chosen was a distant relative to the ape, but much more advanced and very similar to the modern day human.
An agreement was made between the Portal Beings and the selected human type animal. This was to be a merging of a capable third dimensional physical body and the highly intelligent and creative electrical Portal Being. This would allow the Portal Beings a permanent type of body to experience this realm and dimension within while allowing the animal access to expanded intelligence, creativity and abilities for their own functioning. The intention was that each part would maintain its own identity while benefitting from the strengths of the other.
The hope was that the animal’s thinking, feeling and conscious mind would govern physical survival. The more subtle, electrical, portion of the Portal Being would bring the subconscious mind, which would regulate the animal conscious mind and the more subtle bodies of the Portal Being, known as the Soul development. It was understood that much of this aspect of the Soul development/subconscious mind would exist beyond the physical parameters of the body. In other words, only a portion of the Soul development of the Portal Being would live within the physical body, as is still true of today’s Human.
This incredibly complex undertaking had not been done before and was both an exciting and daunting experiment. It began by making some vibratory changes within the animal’s body for a smoother transition for both. When the time of blending came it was decided that the Portal Beings would simply merge with the adult animal body. What followed may likely be the original source of human suffering, which has not abated since these extraordinary beginnings.
Unintended Consequences
When the electrical Portal Being began the merging process, the animal body began to panic. There was great fear and resistance. It was not accustomed to this kind of high voltage energy and possessed a highly developed personality of its own.
From the point of view of the Portal Being, the animal’s fear flooded the body and released all of the fight or flight chemicals. The blood was rushing through the veins from both excitement and terror as the heart pounded wildly. Both the emotions of the animal and of the Portal Being were heightened and both were struggling to deal with what was occurring.
Then two terrifying things happened. Light, color, form and images began pouring in through the eyes, which the Soul/ Portal being had no means of understanding having not previously possessed physical senses. These shocking new sights coming into the eyes created great amounts of confusion.
Next, the cacophony of sounds was completely deafening and debilitating and wouldn’t stop. There was total disorientation. The Portal Beings had never experienced a highly complex physical reality such as this. This was not the same as merging with plants, trees, fish or a bird with very delicate and small perceptions. The former experiences had been a simple temporary occupying of energies, this was now the full Becoming of a new species.
The human animal and Portal Being were both panicked and in a state of shock.
The Portal Beings wanted to communicate back to their colleagues that the arrangement had not been perfected to the extent necessary for a successful merging to take place.
The Portals, however, had no ability to communicate the situation to those who had not yet gone through merging process. There was no language to be accessed and their telepathic ability was not accessible from within this new body. Unsuspecting Portal entities kept coming into this New Human experiment. Once the decision to merge was made and the process undergone, the experience lasted for the lifetime of the physical body. Only physical death would release them from their connection to the body.
Some of the more powerful Portal Beings had success in the merging and were able to retain their memory, knowledge and some of their former abilities from their nonphysical state. For many, if not most, however, they had not understood that this experiment would be at the expense of what they had known, experienced and been. Being in a physical body was not as satisfactory experience as they had expected, thus, they suffered a great deal of loss. They had lost remembrance of who they were, where they came from and what they were doing here.
Much had to be learned. They had to begin by learning to use the hands and feet and to simply stand upright. They had no means of communicating with one another, as they could no longer transmit thought. They had to learn to eat, sleep and care for these bodies. Everything in their new world was unfamiliar and they suffered from amnesia, a condition that exists to this day for the vast majority of humans.
Due to the extreme amount of trauma of the Portal Beings merging with an adult body, it was ultimately decided that the Portal Soul should merge with the physical body at time of birth. This was thought to be a more gentle procedure, so more work was done on the body and electrical fields toward this end. But, more problems lie ahead. The new Human Being had no understanding of sex, child rearing or anything else that was necessary to begin a family.
Babies were put into infant groups to be cared for. Family structure and patterns had to be set up and taught. Language had to be developed. The responsibility for all of this care fell upon the shoulders of the other third dimensional races that had come to help. They were of a much more technologically advanced nature than what we are today, as evidenced by the fact that they could travel to the planet, and they understood the physical processes of eating, mating, giving birth and child rearing.
Many of the new humans were not adapting well to the high frequencies of the Portals and it was clear that a great deal more adjustment was needed. This gave way to further genetic engineering of the bodies to make them more suitable to the entity’s needs. Help was given at that time to bring about the desired effects of the body as had been seen and utilized in different worlds. (This refers to the traits of other species throughout the universe whose DNA was used to refine this new species.)
Many of the outcomes throughout this experiment in creating the perfect body for the Portal Beings were not suitable, leaving mutants of many kinds to find a way to survive and necessitating an even greater array of genetic experimentation.
There were great variances as to the success of this merging of two species/dimensions of Beings. People with similar types of bodies, colors, features, vibratory levels, DNA and thought patterns were put together and relocated to various areas of the planet. In that way all were made to feel more comfortable in their area with like groups.
Those who experienced challenges in this integration process were absorbed into the general population and they did what they were capable of doing to become a useful part of that society. They were not looked down on, they were not slaves, but were doing and learning as their abilities permitted. All were treated the same as the general population. There was no judgment.
All types of people from this experiment were allowed to continue developing throughout the subsequent ages.
Of Two Minds
Throughout this early integration, the animal portion of the new human had its own knowledge and understanding of earth life. This animal portion of the mind, or conscious mind, ultimately took control for survival’s sake, essentially closing off access to the new human’s more sublime higher knowledge. While we have developed more advanced reasoning and intellectual capacities, this information is still being processed by the conscious mind, which is closely aligned with the left side of the brain and is very limited. This animal ‘conscious mind’ was originally only to be used for basic survival, not to do the thinking and creating. The Portal Soul development possesses a much more vast and refined mind as well as great creative powers and it’s this part that we are striving to connect with in ourselves. This is the Holy Grail of the human journey, to reconnect with the highly intelligent, creative, electrical source of our vast Portal knowledge.
The New Human
This blending of the earth’s most advanced animal with an advanced Soul development from another dimension is called a Human Being. This has been an experiment of magnificent consequence. We have been told repeatedly that what has occurred as a result of merging two totally different species is extremely rare throughout the universes, that an entirely new species has been created, with an entirely new soul development.
Our genetics are prized beyond all others because of the blending of so many genotypes from earth animal to extraterrestrial, which is motivated and driven by a highly advanced species of nonphysical beings. “We” are the energy, intelligence and life force that live between the cells of our body. We have experiences beyond our imagination while our body sleeps at night. We are immortal and possess vast amounts of universal knowledge and love.
The Guardian concluded, “Later, when the total development for the Earth experience is complete, and you have learned all that you can, “you” will go back to your creative electrical form. You will, however, bring with you the understanding and the knowledge and new ways that have been experienced on Earth to make a more complete, a more total, ‘you’.”
Because the new Human Being was living in a physical world, survival became the dominant agenda. The conscious animal mind was originally patterned to keep us safe, to survive to raise our children. Instead this portion of the mind took complete control, leaving our Soul, our primary source of creativity and manifestation all but untapped, or underused, to this day. The wonderful part is that we’re beginning to remember. We have moments of insight, love and clarity that are beyond normal Earthly experience. These are glimpses into our Soul, who has been waiting to be invited back in partnership. That said, it has quietly, steadfastly, been guiding and engineering outcomes for us all along. The manifestations often show up as surprises, unexpected turns of events and inexplicable desires, likes and dislikes. This is the Being part of the Human speaking to us.
While this story may sound outlandish to some, it struck me as more real than any other explanation for the nature of humankind. I later learned there were apparent overlays with Edgar Cayce’s own view of origins of our species.
I recently interviewed a historian, linguist and scholar of Cayce’s work, Raymond Tarpey. He touched on the subject of Cayce’s story of human origins. Though the following is only a brief glimpse into Cayce’s rendering of our origins, it offered a startlingly similar sketch of the Guardian story:
“According to the story of Edgar Cayce, spirit beings were created all at the same time, all of the Souls, but in different dimensions. There are many more dimensions than we understand. When the Souls that came into this dense area, what Cayce called "laboratory Earth," they started using “thought form” creative power. They could create whatever would come into their mind.
They got ideas from the material world and they created and had a grand old time with themselves. It was a lot of fun, but with incarnation comes attachment. They began to see another dimension and got stuck in that dimension. After a while they couldn’t even remember who they were, and that's where we are today.”
According John Van Auken, another Cayce scholar, that time will be drawing to an end. In an article from the Association for Research and Enlightenment newsletter, an organization devoted to studying the works of Cayce, Van Auken wrote:
I believe that the veil surrounding our earthly, everyday consciousness is going to thin or open completely and our soul-self is going to take a deep breath, stretch from its long slumber, and become our living presence full-time. According to Cayce’s readings, this is the way we were long, long ago in the ancient times of legendary Lemuria and Atlantis, and we will be so again.
-Venture Inward Newsletter, Spring 2012
John also joked, during an interview with me, that ‘Source’ was scratching its head at why the souls that took the human animal bodies would have chosen such an experience - from full consciousness and creativity to complete forgetfulness and back again.
Considering the uniqueness of the story, it was natural that I would begin looking for other overlapping stories or validation for this new theory of our origins. It took little time before I was led to the work of Zecharia Sitchen and his translations regarding an extraterrestrial species who took up residence on earth.
Chapter 4: Sitchen on Human Origins
While attending a conference in Los Angeles, I had the opportunity to meet Zecharia Sitchen. An internationally acclaimed author of 14 books that re-tell the history of the human species, Sitchen was one of the few people in the world who was reportedly able to read Sumerian cuneiform tablets. He was a legend in his field, though he certainly had his detractors who say that his translations were, at least in part, inaccurate.
As I knelt down beside him at the book-signing table, he held my hand. It was as soft as a baby’s. Hair sprouted from his ears and nose, he wore a bushy mustache and was hunched over, adorable in an apple-doll sort of way. He was 87 years old at the time. He had the no-nonsense countenance of a man who now did only what he wished. He had paid his dues.
Intrigued with his work in ascribing the origins of humankind to the genetic engineering of a Hominoid race by the Annunaki, I was hoping to convince him to agree to an interview. He agreed, albeit a loose arrangement, that I would come and find him later. Meanwhile, his workshop relating to his newest work, ‘There Were Giants Upon the Earth’, was about to start and was packed.
As he began the presentation, he became befuddled, consulting with the event’s technical crew. It seemed that some of his slides were missing. They hadn’t made it to the hotel. He was not happy with this news, but, because he knows the body of his work like the back of his own hand, he began to ad lib.
Unfortunately the events of the afternoon left him in a less agreeable mood and I did not get my interview. My motive was to ascertain if there were connecting points between his life’s work and the history of humanity as rendered by the Guardian.
From everything I had read, Sitchen’s work was exerting more influence on the growing number of books and papers on the revised history of the human race than that of any other researcher.
As a thumbnail sketch of Sitchen’s findings I will begin summarizing the genetic engineering that was thought to have taken place in Southeastern Africa, the site of massive quantities of gold at one time. First, we need to understand that Sitchen’s research revealed that earlier versions of Hominoids existed as far back as 25 million years. He believed that modern man, did not, however, exist until 35,000 years ago when we suddenly appeared as a result of genetic engineering. In this way his story differs from the Guardian’s.
Through his decades of research of archeological evidence, along with deciphering of Sumerian, Babylonian, Assyrian, Hittite, Canaanite and other texts, Sitchen tells of an advanced race of extraterrestrial that came to Earth to harvest gold. They were called the Anunnaki, also known as the Elohim or Nephilim. Anunnaki literally means “those who came from heaven to Earth”. Some of our most familiar characters in the Old Testament are said to be based on these previous ancient texts, which document the arrival of a very advanced species, God-like in their thinking, who created man in their own image.
Sitchen deciphered that the Anunnaki came from the planet Nibiru, also known as the Twelfth Planet, Marduk or Planet X, which he writes was once part of our solar system.
One of the first twentieth century indications of the existence of Planet X was reported on June 19, 1982 in the New York Times. Today much more has been written about this anomalous mass possibly the size of Jupiter and the fact that it has once again been sighted on its way into our solar system. An early cylinder seal from 2500 B.C., currently housed in the Vorderasiatishces Museum in Berlin, depicts the Sun, Moon and ten planets for a total of twelve planets. All were in an orbital plane around the sun rotating counterclockwise, except Nibiru, which was depicted as moving clockwise toward the outer edges of our solar system. The authors of the cylinder appeared to be thousands of years ahead of modern science in their understanding of planetary movement.