Beyond the farmhouse the ground fell gradually in a series of low hills and flat paddocks, bright green where they had been planted in grass and darker green where the bush remained. The Waituhi creek wound along the valley floor before disappearing from sight behind a steep bluff. Amy reached the top of a hill and paused, caught as she always was by the beauty of the view.

And beyond the mouth of the valley was the sea. The wide sweep of the Bay of Plenty stretched to the edge of Amy’s sight, and straight in front of her ocean met sky all along the horizon, broken only by White Island with its constant puff of smoke. Today she could see the island quite clearly through the crisp winter air. The ocean looked blue and mild. Some days it was grey and threatening; but always to Amy it was fascinating. To her it meant the world outside her valley; it meant excitement and adventure, and the lure of the unknown.

As she always did, she strained her eyes to catch a glimpse of the little steamer that served the coastal settlements, but today there was no sign of it. Her father would be catching it soon, travelling to Auckland to look at the latest in farm machinery. In the whole twelve years of her life, Amy had never been ten miles away from home.

She adjusted her grip on the handle of the basket she carried, and turned away from the view.

The wintry sun shone out of a clear sky, with only a few wisps of cloud near the horizon. It would have been a nice day to find a quiet spot and read a book if she had had the time. The ground was still soggy from recent rain, and Amy had to watch her step in the muddy patches, but she enjoyed the fresh air on her face, blowing away the smell of dust and furniture polish that hung about her clothes. The occasional blast from the bush, where her father and brothers were using gunpowder to split logs, did not completely spoil the peace of the day.

Amy followed the noise as she picked her way along one of the rough tracks carved through the bush to drag out trees. As she got closer to the men, she smelt the acrid smoke of gunpowder.

When she got very close she could hear from their language that they were finding the work heavy going. She smiled to herself, and called out: ‘Is that you, Pa?’ to give them warning of her approach.

The cursing stopped abruptly as she walked into the little clearing. Jack, Amy’s father, managed a smile for her; her brothers, sixteen-year-old Harry and John who was nearly nineteen, were more interested in the contents of her basket.

‘Lunch at last—I’m starved,’ said John.

‘You took your time,’ Harry muttered.

‘Don’t talk to your sister like that,’ Jack said, flashing him a look.

Amy ignored Harry’s remark; she could see they were all tired out. ‘How’s everything going?’ she asked brightly.

Jack pulled a face. ‘Too slow. All this mud is bl… I mean jolly hard to work in. And I think a bit of damp’s got into the gunpowder—it smells a bit strange. And your brother,’ he glared at Harry, ‘ruined that trunk.’ He gestured over his shoulder at a splintered puriri log lying in a churned-up patch of mud. ‘I told you to drill the hole two feet from the end—not half way up the flaming thing. That’s no good for anything but firewood now.’

Harry looked sullen. ‘I’m sure he didn’t mean to ruin it, Pa,’ said Amy. ‘And you’ve got plenty more, haven’t you?’

‘What we haven’t got is time,’ Jack grumbled. ‘I want to get these posts split before I leave, so the boys can get on with fencing that bottom paddock while I’m away. And we’ve only done half a dozen posts all morning.’

‘You’ll feel more like doing it when you’ve had lunch,’ Amy said. ‘I’ve made you some currant scones specially.’ Jack brightened at the mention of one of his favourite treats. ‘Now, where can I spread this cloth?’

They found a pretty spot nearby on the bank of the little Waimarama stream, where sunshine dappled the water as it rushed down to the Waituhi under overhanging tawa trees with their yellow-green foliage. The birds had been driven away by the men’s noise, but a few brave bellbirds came back to provide a chorus for them. A large tree stump made a picnic table. Amy set out a meat pie cut into slices, piles of sandwiches, and small cakes and scones, with bottles of her home-made lemonade to wash it all down.

Jack slapped Harry on the back as his son was taking a bite of pie, making him choke on his mouthful. ‘Never mind, lad, I remember ruining a few logs myself when I was your age—when I was a bit older than that, now I come to think of it. And it did make an almighty great crack when it split right up the middle like that!’ He laughed, and Harry looked more cheerful.

When they had finished eating, John and Harry set to cutting a newly-felled puriri trunk into six-foot lengths with a cross-cut saw. The dense, dark-brown timber was the bush farmers’ preference for fence posts, but getting a saw blade through it was heavy work; work for younger backs than his, their father declared.

Amy stayed on with them, glad of the company. Since her grandmother’s death a few months before, she had had the house to herself when the men were out on the farm. Jack lit his pipe and puffed away contentedly, and Amy snuggled into the crook of his arm. She closed her eyes and took in the familiar, comforting smell of him, made up of tobacco, the damp wool of his jacket, and a hint of the grassy scent of fresh cow manure.

‘Only a couple of weeks now till I’m off to Auckland,’ said Jack. ‘I should be able to have a week or so there and still get back before calving’s really started. And I’ve got somewhere to stay, too—Mr Craig at the store knows a chap up there he used to be in business with years ago. He’s written to this fellow and arranged it all. Says they’ve got a flash house in Parnell. Better than staying in some boarding house, anyway.’

‘I wish I could go with you,’ Amy said, the city spreading before her eyes in imagination.

Jack patted her arm. ‘I wish you could, too. I miss my little girl when I go away. But you’ve got to keep these brothers of yours in line, eh? I’ll only be gone a week or two—and I’ll bring you back something pretty. Would you like that?’

‘Bring me a book!’

Jack laughed. ‘You and your books. Haven’t you got enough yet? All right, something pretty and a book, how’s that?’

Amy tilted her face for a kiss, and felt the tickle of his beard against her cheek.

‘You’re not going to get too big for cuddles, are you?’ Jack asked.

‘Not for a long time.’ Amy glanced up at the sky; the sun was now well to the west. ‘I’d better go in a minute—I’m doing a steamed pudding tonight, and I need to get it started. Oh, I need to get those rugs in off the line, too.’

Her father let go of her and crouched over his pipe, poking at it to coax more smoke. ‘You do a fine job of it all, girl. I know it’s a lot to manage on your own.’ His mouth made a crooked smile around the pipe. ‘I hope I’m looking after you properly, now your granny’s not here to do it for me.’

His eyes told Amy he was more troubled over the matter than his light tone suggested. ‘Of course you are, Pa. Anyway, Granny taught me all about looking after the house.’

‘Maybe there’re things I should be telling you—things your ma would, if she’d been spared… ah, well, no use thinking about that.’ Jack looked off into the distance for a few moments, then cleared his throat. ‘At least you’re not wearing yourself out trying to manage that teaching business any more.’

Amy made no answer, not trusting herself to speak calmly about what had been the biggest disappointment of her young life. After nursing her grandmother through the old woman’s final illness, Amy had persuaded her father to allow her to work a few days a week at the valley’s one-roomed school. The teacher, Miss Evans, had put Amy in charge of the youngest children, and the months she had spent guiding the little ones through their first steps at sounding out words and scratching letters on their slates had been the happiest of her life.

She and Miss Evans had spoken of Amy’s intended teaching career as a settled thing. Amy’s head had filled with dreams of working in the city; of making her way into the wider world. It had been a time of rushing between farm and school, struggling to get all her work done, and cutting corners where she could.

And it had all come crashing down at three o’clock one morning a little over a week ago, when Jack had come out to the kitchen to find Amy fast asleep in front of a pile of ironing, two flatirons dangerously hot on the range.

‘I’m not going to have you working day and night trying to do two jobs,’ her father had said. ‘You’ve got to give up one, and you know which it is.’

Amy had seen her dreams dissolve before her eyes, but Miss Evans had managed to comfort her, assuring Amy that she would do her best to persuade Jack to reconsider when Amy was a little older; perhaps next year, she had said. Amy clung to this promise, and did her best not to let her father see her disappointment. They needed her at home, and it was wrong to be selfish.

Harry drilled a hole in one of the lengths of timber, making a show of very carefully estimating two feet from the end, and took the bottle of gunpowder to put some in the hole. ‘This look all right, Pa?’ he asked. Jack hauled himself to his feet and went to check Harry’s work.

Amy stowed the plates and cloth in her basket. She managed to get a fair distance away before the noise of splitting logs began again.

In the winter months Amy was the first person in the house to get up. She rose next morning as soon as a hint of daylight crept into her room. By the time she had dressed, made her bed and brushed her hair, the hills she could glimpse through her window stood out against the pink sky of dawn.

She laid her hairbrush on the dressing table, in front of her little bookshelf. To one side of the shelf stood a photograph in a silver-plated frame. The picture showed a dark-haired woman, Amy’s mother, holding a tiny baby that Amy had been assured was herself at the age of six weeks. The woman was sitting on the verandah of Amy’s house, smiling at the photographer as she held her baby daughter close. Four-year-old Harry stood beside his mother, clutching her skirt and looking dubious, while a young-looking Jack stood on her other side holding six-year-old John by the hand. Jack had an identical photograph on the dressing table in his room.

Amy picked up the photograph and studied it. She had only dim memories of her mother, who had died when Amy was three years old, but they were memories tinged with warmth and affection. She smiled back at the lady in the photograph, replaced it and ran her finger softly along the spines of the row of books that were like old friends to her.

She slipped a black mourning band over her sleeve and went out to the kitchen. The dough she had set by the range the previous evening had risen overnight; she kneaded it and put it into pans, and by the time the range had heated up the bread was ready to go in.

Her father and brothers wandered into the kitchen some time later, attracted by the smell of bacon and eggs. The four of them ate a leisurely breakfast, and the men lingered over second helpings while Amy washed the dishes.

Amy had just gone outside to feed the hens when she saw riders coming up the track. It was her Uncle Arthur, who owned the next farm up the valley, along with her cousin Lizzie and Lizzie’s younger brother Alf.

Arthur slipped from his horse and went to have a chat with Jack, eleven-year-old Alf close at his heels, while Amy held Lizzie’s reins and the girls exchanged news.

‘Have you heard about the whale?’ Lizzie asked. ‘It got washed up on the beach, Alf heard about it at school yesterday. We’re going down to have a look, come with us.’

‘I don’t think I can, Lizzie, I’m busy this morning.’

‘Of course you can, it’ll only take an hour or so. Hop up behind me, you don’t weigh much and Jessie’s strong.’ Lizzie patted the roan mare’s rump.

‘I really can’t. I got a bit behind yesterday—I had to take lunch to the men, and I ended up staying a while with them. I didn’t even get any baking done. Maybe Pa and the boys will go down later and I can go with them.’

‘But I want you to come with me. I tell you what,’ Lizzie said, brightening, ‘if you come now, I’ll give you a hand with your work afterwards. So you can come, can’t you?’

Amy laughed. Lizzie was only eighteen months older than her, but as well as being several inches taller and much more sturdily built, she was a good deal more determined. Lizzie usually got her own way in the end; it generally saved time to go along with her from the beginning. ‘All right, Lizzie, you win.’ She took off her apron and ran back to the kitchen with it before hoisting herself up behind the saddle and putting her arms around her cousin’s waist. ‘What’ll Aunt Edie say about you staying here to help me?’

‘Oh, Ma won’t mind.’ Handling her mother was never a problem for Lizzie.

Arthur and Alf came back and remounted, and they set off down the track at a walk. The sun had climbed above the eastern wall of the valley, promising another bright, clear day. A light breeze ruffled Amy’s hair, and there was still a touch of dew on the grass. It was a fine day for an outing.

The steepest of the hills on both sides of the valley were still bush-clad. Many of the tallest trees had been milled over the years, but scattered among the lower-growing manuka were lofty totara, rimu with their drooping foliage, and the darker leaves of puriri. Where the forest canopy had been removed tree ferns flourished, with an occasional nikau palm among them looking like something from the pictures of tropical islands Amy sometimes saw in her father’s newspapers.

Nearer the house, the slopes had been burned off and sown with grass years before. Shorthorn cattle wandered among the blackened stumps that had survived the burning, with sheep in the steeper paddocks. The farm’s only flat land was in two paddocks edging the creek; here the stumps had been laboriously hauled out and the ground ploughed, so that maize and potatoes could be grown.

They left the farm track and turned on to the road down the valley. Arthur and Alf nudged their horses into a trot, but when Lizzie kicked Jessie into a burst of speed Amy gave a yelp.

‘Lizzie, you can’t trot with me on Jessie’s bare back—it hurts! It doesn’t feel very steady, either.’ So they had to keep to a walk, which meant the other two quickly got ahead of them.

‘Why are you so keen for me to go down with you, anyway?’ Amy asked as they slowly made their way down the road.

‘Well, I’ve hardly had the chance to see you these last few months, you were so busy with that teaching business. And… I just thought we might see some people down there.’

Amy gasped as Jessie made a leap over a rut in the road, jolting her against the horse’s hard spine. ‘What people?’ she asked when she had got her breath back.

‘Oh, just… people,’ Lizzie said vaguely. ‘There’s that grumpy old Charlie Stewart,’ she muttered as they reached the boundary fence. Amy recognised the tall, slightly stooped figure of her father’s neighbour standing close to his gate. ‘Hello, Mr Stewart,’ Lizzie called, sitting up straighter in the saddle to wave. He glared at her; she tossed her head and pressed Jessie into a brisker walk. ‘What a horrible man. Did you see how he just stared at me? He’s not a bit polite.’

Charlie Stewart lived alone on the farm that bordered Jack’s to the north. He seemed to Amy much the same age as her father, and therefore quite an old man, with his long, shaggy beard and sandy-red hair turning grey.

She could remember being frightened of him when she had been younger; he had shouted at her and Lizzie when they had once sneaked over his fence looking for blackberries, and he had complained to her father about the incident. Her father had been amused rather than angry, and her grandmother had thought it so unimportant that she had merely smacked Amy rather than bothering to get out the strap, but Amy could still remember the fury in Mr Stewart’s voice, and the wild look in his eyes as he chased them back across the fence. Now she felt those eyes following her as she bumped along behind Lizzie.

‘Aren’t you scared of him?’ Amy asked, slumping down and trying to make herself inconspicuous. ‘He always looks so fierce. Don’t you remember that time he nearly caught us on his land? I was sure he’d give us a beating if he’d got hold of us.’

‘Humph! My pa would have had something to say to him if he had.’

‘That wouldn’t have been much comfort.’

‘Yes, it would. Anyway, who’d be scared of him—sour old man like that.’ Lizzie dismissed Charlie Stewart with a wave of her hand.

A little beyond Mr Stewart’s property was the valley school, set on a pocket of land just big enough for the schoolhouse with its little yard and a small paddock for the horses. It was Saturday, and the school was deserted. Amy gazed at the small wooden building as they rode past, imagining herself working there again. Next year, Miss Evans had said. It did not sound so very long.

There was only one more farm before the valley road met the main road into town. As they went past the Kelly property Amy noticed Lizzie become suddenly alert, straining her gaze up towards the homestead.

‘What are you looking for?’ Amy asked.

‘Oh, nothing.’

‘Lizzie, what’s wrong with you this morning? You’re being very secretive.’

‘No I’m not.’

‘Yes you are, and you’re being argumentative as well.’

‘Ooh, what a big word,’ Lizzie teased. ‘Well, all right, maybe I am. I just wondered if they’re both going down to the beach to have a look, and if they’ve left yet.’

‘Who—the Kellys, you mean?’

Lizzie nodded.

‘What difference does it make whether it’s Frank or Ben or both of them?’

‘Well, Ben’s no use,’ said Lizzie. ‘He never even talks to anyone. Frank’s nice, though, isn’t he?’

‘Yes, of course he is.’ Frank was seven years older than Amy; she hadn’t gone to school with him, but saw him during haymaking and at church. He was quiet, but not as unfriendly as his older brother.

‘And they’ve got a good farm, and they live close.’

‘Yes,’ Amy agreed.

‘I just thought I’d like to get to know him a bit better.’

‘Why? Oh!’ Sudden realisation came. ‘You’re after him for a husband!’ Amy’s voice rose in amusement.

‘Shh!’ Lizzie hissed, looking around to see if anyone was listening. They were close to the beach now, and there were several other riders plus a few gigs and buggies about. ‘Now I didn’t say that, did I? I just said I wanted to get to know him a bit better.’

‘What’s the hurry?’

‘I’ve got to think ahead, you know—these things don’t just happen by themselves.’

Amy smiled at Lizzie’s serious tone. ‘So are you going to walk up to him and ask him to marry you?’

Lizzie pursed her lips. ‘I wish I’d left you at home if all you can say is silly things like that.’

‘It wasn’t my idea to come, you know,’ Amy said, bristling a little.

‘I didn’t make you, did I?’

‘Yes, you did actually!’

‘Well, we’re here now. Let’s see if we can find him.’ Lizzie slid from her horse and tied the reins to a convenient tree branch. Amy jumped down and followed a few steps behind as Lizzie stalked off in her purposeful way.

A cluster of about twenty people standing below the high-water mark showed where the beached whale lay. Amy glanced at the other onlookers as they drew closer; she saw old Mr Aitken and his son Matt, whose daughter Bessie had been one of Amy’s little pupils at school.

‘Look,’ Amy whispered to Lizzie, ‘some of those Feenan boys are here.’

‘Trust them. They wouldn’t miss an excuse to butt in where they’re not wanted.’

‘I hope they don’t start a fight,’ Amy said.

The Feenans were a large Irish family that farmed a rough patch of land about two miles west of the valley where Amy lived. They were what Amy’s grandmother had always referred to as ‘a bit muddly’ about their household arrangements; no one was sure just how many of them lived there nor quite how they were related, but they were all Feenans and as far as their neighbours were concerned they all meant trouble. On this occasion they were represented by three boys whose ages appeared to range from about fourteen to eighteen. Amy was relieved the boys stood on the far side of the group, so that she and Lizzie would not have to pass close to them.

The farmers stood around in small knots, chatting idly now that they had seen all they wanted of the whale. Amy caught snatches of conversation as Lizzie threaded her way through the group:

‘Weather’s bad, eh?’ ‘Yes, never seen so much mud—probably still be like this at calving time’ ‘Lord only knows what the maize’ll be like next summer’ ‘Butter price was pretty low this year’ ‘It’ll be worse next season, you mark my words’ ‘Hardly worth bothering’ ‘It’s the bloody government—that Colonial Treasurer Harry bloody Atkinson, he doesn’t care a damn about anywhere but bloody Taranaki’.

Amy hid a smile and wondered, as she so often did, why they carried on if it was really as bad as all that.

The curser, a farmer from closer to town whom Amy recognised as Mr Carr, was nudged in the ribs by his neighbour as the girls walked past. ‘It’s the Leith girls,’ one of the other men said. Mr Carr looked discomforted, though Amy heard him mutter under his breath something about this being ‘no place for women, anyway’. But they were greeted politely enough. ‘Morning, girls,’ the men said in chorus, touching their hats in greeting. Amy smiled and nodded, but Lizzie had seen her quarry and was oblivious.

‘Look, there he is—let’s go and talk to him,’ she said to Amy in a loud whisper. She walked up to Frank Kelly in what she seemed to think was a casual way.

‘Hello, Frank! I haven't seen you in such a long time—how are you?’

Frank was a slightly-built youth, with light brown hair and an unfortunate tendency to blush when spoken to, especially by young ladies. He was wearing a battered felt hat that was surely older than he was. Amy, who had three men’s clothes to look after, noticed his shirt had a small tear in the sleeve that had been clumsily stitched up in a contrasting thread, and one of his cuffs had lost a button.

‘Oh, ah, hello Lizzie… and Amy… yes, thank you… how are you?’ He sounded rather confused. He probably remembered seeing Lizzie just the previous week at church, but she was giving the impression they had not met in some time.

‘What a huge fish!’ Lizzie said. Amy looked away from Frank to take proper notice of the animal for the first time. She had a feeling a whale wasn’t a fish, but it was never any use correcting Lizzie. ‘What do you think about it, Frank?’

‘It’s big,’ Frank agreed. He fell silent again, having exhausted his conversation for the moment.

Amy stared at the whale. She wondered where it had come from, and how many years it had wandered the seas before ending up lying dead on Waituhi Beach. It was such a huge, powerful-looking creature; it made her think of the grey sea pounding against rocks in a storm. It seemed wrong to her that a being like that should come to such an end: being stared at by an uncaring group of land-bound farmers while half a dozen men sawed large hunks of flesh off it. Amy was surprised to feel tears coming to her eyes; the death of animals was something she accepted as a normal part of her life, but this creature of the sea was different.

‘Where are those Maoris from?’ Lizzie asked, pointing to the group of men stripping blubber from the whale with apparent expertise.

‘From down the coast—they still do a bit of whaling down there,’ Frank said. ‘They’re going to load as much of that fatty-looking stuff as they can into those longboats they came in and cart it home with them, then they boil it up in big iron pots on the beach and get the oil and things out of it.’

‘I didn’t know that! Fancy you knowing all about that sort of thing,’ said Lizzie. Frank blushed deeply at his own boldness, and said no more on the subject.

There was a shout from one of the men working on the whale, and Amy saw the Feenan boys running away from the longboats, one of them clutching a slab of blubber.

‘Ooh, they must want to eat that stuff!’ Lizzie said. ‘Ugh, those mad Irish’ll eat anything.’

Something nagged at Amy’s memory as Lizzie spoke, but the thought refused to turn into anything clear. She saw the boys throw the blubber to one another, till one of them dropped the slippery lump. They wiped their hands on their sleeves and hooted with laughter, and Amy looked away.

She heard a rasping whistle. ‘Hello, gorgeous,’ the oldest of the Feenans yelled. ‘Want to come home with me?’ The other two boys laughed raucously. Amy looked across in horror. ‘Yes, you with the dark hair,’ the boy called. ‘You look as though you’d be good for a bit of fun.’

Amy wanted to sink into the ground. ‘Lizzie, can we go home?’

‘What a cheek!’ Lizzie put her hands on her hips and stared balefully at the Feenans. ‘Irish people have got no manners! Look, Pa’s going to sort them out.’

Amy saw that Arthur was indeed bearing down on the guilty parties, waving his riding crop in a threatening manner. ‘Oh, no,’ she groaned. ‘There’s going to be a fight now. Can’t you stop him, Lizzie?’

But there was no need for her to worry; the Feenan boys shrank before Arthur’s wrath. It only took a modest amount of shouting and arm-waving on her uncle’s part before the boys slunk away out of sight. Arthur called to Alf and walked towards the girls.

‘Right, Lizzie, we’re going now,’ her father said. ‘I can’t have you two being insulted by a lot of roughs like that.’

‘I suppose you were just leaving too, were you, Frank?’ Lizzie asked, and Frank was somehow gathered into her wake to walk beside her back to where the horses were tethered.

‘How’s Ben? And the farm? How do you two manage there by yourselves?’ Lizzie prattled on, not giving him time to answer. Amy felt rather sorry for him, though she was more amused than anything. Poor Frank didn’t know what danger he was in; he was lucky that Lizzie was too young to be allowed to marry for years yet. When they got to the trees Lizzie admired his horse, stroking its neck lovingly as if she had never seen a very ordinary-looking bay mare before, praised the tidy state of his harness, and generally made a fuss of Frank, something he was clearly quite unused to.

‘Leave young Frank alone, I want to get home,’ Arthur said, interrupting Lizzie in mid-sentence.

Lizzie made a face in her father’s direction, though she was careful not to let him see it. ‘It’s been so nice talking to you.’ She beamed at Frank. ‘I hope I’ll see you again soon?’

‘Tomorrow at church, I expect.’ Frank seemed unsure whether to be flattered or frightened by Lizzie’s attentions, but Amy noticed he spent a long time fiddling with his horse’s harness; so long, in fact, that the Leiths had mounted and set off while Frank was still adjusting his stirrups, which seemed to need lengthening suddenly for some mysterious reason.

After the trouble with the Feenans, Arthur was obviously feeling protective. He kept his horse to a walk and stayed close to the girls for the first part of the ride, until they were far enough up the valley road to be out of sight of the beach. Amy had to talk quietly to Lizzie so as not to be overheard.

‘Lizzie, you’re terrible!’

‘Why, what did I do wrong?’

‘You embarrassed Frank. And I thought you were shameless, throwing yourself at him like that.’

‘Rubbish,’ said Lizzie. ‘Some men need a bit of a push. Besides, he needs a woman—did you see that rip in his shirt?’

‘If he needs a woman that badly, you might miss out.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘Well, he might decide he can’t wait years and years until you grow up, and he might find someone who’s old enough to get married now!’ Amy had the satisfaction of seeing a look of shock pass over her cousin’s face, then Lizzie turned on her.

‘You cheeky little…’ She put the reins in one hand and twisted around in the saddle to tug at Amy’s hair and tickle her mercilessly. Amy had to keep holding on to Lizzie to avoid falling, but she squealed and tried to wriggle out of her reach. The horse, disturbed by their noise and movement, snorted noisily and shied a little.

‘Hey, you girls, settle down back there—stop frightening that horse or I’ll lead her home and make you walk,’ Arthur said, looking back over his shoulder at them. They composed themselves hastily. A walk of two miles did not appeal.

‘Oh!’ Amy said when they passed Frank’s farm. The thought that had nagged at her earlier had suddenly gelled. ‘Oh, you shouldn’t have been so rude about the Feenans, either.’

‘Me, rude! I like that—after the way they carried on! What do you mean, rude?’

‘Not so much what you said about Feenans, but the way you went on about the Irish.’

‘It’s all true, isn’t it? Pa says they’re bog Irish, and that’s why they fight and cause trouble all the time, and why their farm’s so rubbishy.’

‘That’s what I mean—where do you think the name “Kelly” comes from?’

‘I don’t know,’ Lizzie said with a shrug. ‘Oh! Do you think it’s an Irish name?’

‘I'm sure it is. I remember Granny saying that.’

‘Oh.’ Lizzie was silent for a moment. ‘It doesn’t matter,’ she said, cheerful again. ‘Frank was born here, so he’s not Irish, even if his father was. I’m sure the Kellys aren’t bog Irish, anyway.’ As Amy had no idea what ‘bog Irish’ might mean, she was unable to argue with this.

‘I’m staying here till lunch-time,’ Lizzie said to her father when they reached Amy’s gate.

‘Did you ask your ma?’

‘Yes, it’s all right with Ma,’ Lizzie said airily. She turned her horse’s head towards Amy’s house. ‘Ma wouldn’t remember even if I had,’ she murmured.

‘You shake that dress out before you come in my kitchen—you’ve got sand and horsehair all over it,’ Amy admonished when they reached the house. ‘You can take those dirty boots off, too.’

‘Bossy.’ But Lizzie did give her dress a good shake, making quite a cloud of sand and dust, and left her boots at the door.

Lizzie had not worn a pinafore on the outing; when Amy asked if it had been because she wanted to look more grown-up in front of Frank, Lizzie cheerfully admitted that was the case. She followed Amy into her bedroom and with some difficulty squeezed into one of her pinafores.

‘It’s a bit tight over the chest, but no one’s going to see me in it. You’ll need a new one when you get a bosom,’ Lizzie said, all buxom superiority. She straightened Amy’s armband. ‘How long are you going to wear this?’

‘A year, it’s meant to be. Pa said I didn’t need to—he thinks I’m too young to bother with it. But I want to do the right thing.’

‘You always want to do the right thing, don’t you? You try a bit too hard sometimes, you know.’

‘That’s my look-out.’

Lizzie plumped herself down on the bed and patted a place at her side. ‘How are you getting on now?’ she asked when Amy sat down. ‘Still missing your granny?’

Amy nodded. ‘It was awful to see her in pain and everything—she didn’t even know who I was at the end. But it’s strange without her. Granny’s always been here.’

‘It’s a blessed release, Ma says.’

‘Everyone says that. I still miss her, though.’

Lizzie gave her a hug. ‘You’ve got bits of leaf in your hair, I think they came off that tree I tied Jessie to. Here, let me.’ She picked out a few dried fragments, then stroked the long black curls. ‘Your hair is so pretty,’ she said, without a trace of envy. ‘Ma always says she wishes my hair was wavy like yours.’ Lizzie’s fair hair, although thick and healthy, was obstinately straight, defying all her mother’s attempts at curling it in rags.

‘But yours is blonde.’

‘That just means I get freckles if I leave my bonnet off for five minutes. Your skin always seems to stay creamy. Ma says you’re like a little doll, with your great big blue eyes and all that hair.’

Amy pulled a face at her; ‘Little doll’ was too much. ‘Just because I’m small, everyone treats me as though I’m a baby.’

Lizzie stood up. ‘We’d better get on with things. What needs doing first?’

Amy’s grandmother had kept to a strict routine; ‘Every task has its time and season,’ she had been fond of saying; but during her months of juggling her time between the school and home, Amy had learned to be more flexible, fitting tasks in whenever she had a moment. Today the work went quickly, with two of them to share it.

When the cleaning was done, they scrubbed their hands and settled down to a serious bout of baking. Lizzie hummed to herself as she broke eggs into a bowl.

Amy smiled at her. ‘You’re very pleased with yourself today, aren’t you?’

‘Mmm.’ Lizzie looked smug. ‘I think things are going to work out nicely.’ Amy knew she didn’t mean the biscuits she was making.

‘So you’re really set on catching Frank?’

‘I’m just planning ahead, that’s all,’ Lizzie said, stirring her mixture vigorously. ‘What's wrong with that?’

‘Frank’s nice, but he’s not very… well, exciting, is he?’

Lizzie stopped her work. ‘What’s that supposed to mean?’

‘Oh, I don’t mean there’s anything wrong with him. It’s not so much Frank, it’s.… well, he’s just the same as everyone else around here. I mean, if you married him you’d move down the road a couple of miles. Apart from that everything would be the same. Why do you want to bother?’

‘There’d be a few more differences than that. I wouldn’t expect you to understand.’

‘Don’t talk like that, Lizzie! You don’t know any more about it than I do!’

‘Any more about what?’

‘You know what—stop it!’ Amy was annoyed to feel herself blushing.

‘I was just talking about running my own house. I don’t know what you were talking about, I’m sure. Of course, when I was your age I wasn’t very interested in getting married either,’ Lizzie said, dropping spoonfuls of biscuit dough onto a tray. ‘You’re only twelve, after all. You’ll have to grow up a bit more before you start being interested.’

‘I’m nearly thirteen.’

‘Well, I’m nearly fifteen then.’

‘You are not! You only turned fourteen a couple of months ago.’

‘By the time you’re thirteen I’ll be nearly fifteen.’

‘No you won’t! You’ll be fourteen and a half, that’s not “nearly fifteen”.’

‘Don’t let’s argue about it.’

‘You always say that when you’re losing,’ said Amy. ‘Not everyone gets married, you know. I don’t think I want to.’

‘What’s wrong with getting married and having babies? Don’t you want a house of your own one day?’

‘I’ve got one. And I’ve got quite enough men to look after, thank you. But Lizzie,’ Amy put her hand on Lizzie’s arm and looked into her eyes, trying to make her down-to-earth cousin understand, ‘it’s not enough.’

‘What’s not enough?’

‘All this.’ Amy gave a wide sweep of her arm, taking in not merely the house but the whole valley. ‘Spending all my life in this little place, looking after Pa then getting married and having lots of babies, never seeing anywhere else, never learning anything interesting. Miss Evans says I could be a good teacher. I want to do something useful, not just cooking and cleaning and looking after babies.’

‘That’s useful enough, isn’t it?’

‘Not for me. Oh, never mind. You know what you want, just let me want something different.’

‘You don’t want it really,’ said Lizzie. ‘Just think of all the old maids there must be, stuck at home being bossed around all their lives and everyone making fun of them. That’s why I don’t want to leave it too late.’

‘Who ever bossed you around?’

‘Pa does sometimes. Ma tries to, when she thinks of it.’

‘I expect husbands can be pretty bossy. And I think there could be worse things than not getting married.’

‘Like what?’

‘Like marrying the wrong person. Imagine being stuck forever with someone horrible.’ Amy gave a shudder. ‘I’d much sooner be an old maid.’

Lizzie slid the tray into the range and shut the door. ‘That’s why you’ve got to be careful picking a husband. I wouldn’t want a bossy one.’

‘Mmm, I can’t really imagine Frank telling anyone what to do—especially someone like you. I don’t know how you do it, though.’

‘Do what?’

‘Make a spectacle of yourself like you did today, and not get embarrassed.’

‘Why should I be embarrassed? And I did not make a spectacle of myself! I was just being friendly.’

‘I suppose you’d call it being “friendly” to propose to a man if he was a bit slow off the mark?’

‘Oh, no, I wouldn’t do that… well, not unless I really had to,’ Lizzie answered, so seriously that Amy could not help laughing.

‘You’re dreadful!’

‘No I’m not,’ Lizzie said. ‘I just know what I want.’

‘And you don’t care what anyone thinks of you?’

‘Not really. Why should I?’

Amy thought there should be an answer to that, but she could not think of one.

2

August – September 1881

Jack went off to Auckland, and the house felt empty without him.

It was the quietest time of the year on the farm. There were only three or four cows to milk, just enough to supply the household with milk and butter. Now that she was no longer working at the school, Amy found herself with more time on her hands than she had had for months. She often brought a book from her bedroom out to the cosy kitchen to lose herself in when there was nothing she had to do.

On the first fine morning after several days of rain, Amy felt drawn to more solid company than that provided by books. When she had tidied the kitchen, she went outside to catch up with her brothers who had gone to feed out hay to the cows.

John and Harry had harnessed one of the horses to the sled. It was a rough wooden vehicle with iron runners, made to slip easily across the soft ground of the paddocks where a cart might have foundered in the mud. They put two hay forks on the sled and the three of them took it down to the largest stack, secure behind its fence. Amy laughed to see the cows lined up along the fences, watching them as they passed.

‘You won’t have to wait much longer, girls,’ she called.

She walked around the haystack, waving her arms and clapping her gloved hands in an attempt to keep warm, while her brothers pitched hay onto the sled. Frost crunched under her booted feet. The air was crisp, making Amy’s face tingle, and the sky had a clarity to it that only appeared on winter days. She had spent too much time indoors these last few months, Amy realised.

The cows snorted with excitement and rushed up to the gate as Amy’s brothers took the laden sled into the first paddock. The hungry beasts were on them at once, nosing at the hay and stealing great mouthfuls of it before John and Harry could get the first forkfuls off the sled. ‘Hey, look behind you, you stupid animal,’ Harry yelled at a particularly stubborn cow, who seemed to prefer stolen hay over what was thrown to her. ‘How about you lead the horse while John and I chuck the hay around,’ he said to Amy.

‘Where shall I take him?’ Amy asked, giving steady old Blaze a rub on the forehead.

‘Right around the paddock—if we leave it all in one spot the cows’ll tread it into muck.’

‘A couple of these girls’ll be dropping their calves pretty soon—only another day or so, I’d say,’ John said, casting an eye over the cows as they fed. ‘I hope Pa gets back before they really get into it.’

‘I expect he will,’ said Amy. ‘He said he’d only be away for a week or two.’

‘Depends how much of a good time he’s having,’ Harry said, but without any real conviction.

A few days later John and Harry came back from feeding out and reported that the first two calves had been born during the night. By the time Jack had been gone a week, a third of the herd had calved. When the calves were a few days old, they were taken from their mothers. Amy taught them to drink from a bucket, which had been one of her tasks on the farm from the age of five. John and Harry were milking more of the cows every day; in a few more weeks there would be enough milk for Amy to start making butter and cheese to sell at the general store.

Lizzie came over one afternoon, just after lunch. ‘Come and do some baking with Ma and me. You can do your stuff at our place, and it’s more fun to do it together.’

‘All right,’ Amy said, glad of the change of scene. They walked back to Lizzie’s house together.

‘I’m making pies,’ Lizzie said, as if she were imparting a great confidence.

‘That’s good.’

‘Apple pies,’ Lizzie said meaningfully.

‘Good.’

‘Lots of them.’

Amy stopped walking. ‘What are you getting at, Lizzie?’

‘I’ve been thinking. How well do you think Frank and Ben eat? I mean, two men living together, I bet they just throw a few odds and ends on the table.’

‘You’re not really worried about what Ben eats, are you?’

‘Of course not,’ said Lizzie. ‘But he lives there too, so he’ll eat some, I suppose.’

‘Some what?’

‘Pie, of course.’

‘The pies you’ve been making for Aunt Edie, you mean?’ Amy assumed a guileless expression.

‘There’ll be enough to go round.’

Aunt Edie was sifting flour into a large bowl, Lizzie’s baby brother on the floor near her feet, when the girls installed themselves in the kitchen.

‘I’ll just roll out a bit more pastry,’ Lizzie said. ‘I think I’ll make a couple more of these pies.’

‘All right dear,’ her mother said. ‘Oh, Ernie, what are you up to?’ The little boy’s mouth and half his face was covered with strawberry jam, which Edie wiped off with her apron.

Edie’s kitchen was not as large as Amy’s, but there was room on the table for all three of them to work without getting in each others’ way.

When Lizzie had her latest pies in the oven, she seemed to see the stack of already-cooked ones for the first time. ‘Oh!’ she said. ‘Oh, I think I’ve made too many pies, Ma.’ Amy stopped her own baking to watch Lizzie’s performance.

‘They’ll all get eaten, I suppose,’ Edie said, looking around vaguely to see where Ernie was.

‘But I’ve made twelve, Ma.’

‘Mmm? Yes, that is quite a pile.’

‘Isn’t it a shame,’ Lizzie said, looking very thoughtful. ‘Here we are with all this baking—too much, really—and there are people around who probably never taste a bit of pudding.’

‘Who’s that, dear,’ Aunt Edie asked, a worried look on her kindly face.

‘You know, people who don’t have women around to cook for them. Like—well, what about Ben and Frank Kelly? I bet they never have any pudding.’

‘Yes, isn’t that sad,’ Edie said. She knitted her brows in thought. Lizzie leapt in to help.

‘What a pity they can’t have one of our pies,’ she said, glancing sideways at her mother.

‘Perhaps we could give them one,’ said Aunt Edie.

‘That’s a good idea, Ma!’ Lizzie said, then looked crestfallen. ‘How would we get it to them? Amy and I couldn’t really go there by ourselves, it wouldn’t be right.’

‘I suppose Bill could take it down to them,’ Edie said slowly.

‘That’s a good idea!’ said Lizzie. ‘I’ll go and find him right now. Come on, Amy, you’ve finished haven’t you?’

‘Not really,’ Amy said, her hands deep in scone dough, but she found herself caught up in the whirlwind Lizzie created. She scraped the dough off her hands, pushed it into a heap and resigned herself to being an accomplice.

‘Oh, are you girls going with him?’ Aunt Edie looked surprised. ‘Well, take Ernie with you, then—he’ll enjoy an outing.’

‘All right, Ma,’ Lizzie said sweetly. ‘I’ll just get ready first.’ She whisked Amy into her bedroom. Amy watched while Lizzie brushed her hair and tied a pink ribbon in it. They rushed back through the kitchen, collecting two pies on their way out the back door, too quickly for Edie to notice they had ‘forgotten’ to take Ernie.

‘I don’t know why Ma had to go having a baby,’ Lizzie grumbled as they went down the path. ‘There’s ten years between Alf and Ernie—you’d think she’d have more sense at her age. I hope she’s not going to do it again.’

‘Have babies, you mean?’ Amy shrugged. Being farm bred, they had much more idea of the mechanics of reproduction than city girls would have, but they were both rather hazy on the fine details. ‘Babies just happen, I suppose. But Aunt Edie must be getting a bit old to have any more, isn’t she?’

‘I hope so.’

They found Lizzie’s older brother cleaning tack. ‘Ma says you have to take us down to Kelly’s farm’ said Lizzie. ‘Hurry up and get the buggy ready.’

Bill was happy enough to stop work, though he grumbled as a matter of form. ‘What does Ma want you to go down there for?’

‘Just a message,’ said Lizzie.

She and Amy held a pie each as they rode down to the Kelly farm at the end of the valley.

‘Have you ever been to the house before?’ Amy asked.

‘Ma says she brought me here when Frank’s mother was still alive, but I don’t remember. I think I was about five when she died. Ma says she was a lovely person.’

‘Your Ma thinks everyone’s lovely.’

‘That’s true.’

As they drove past Charlie Stewart’s farm Amy said mischievously, ‘Don’t you feel sorry for Charlie as well? I bet he doesn’t get any nice apple pies to eat, either.’

‘Humph!’ Lizzie said. ‘He shouldn’t be so grumpy, then.’

The Kelly farm was good-sized, but the paddocks were all full of stumps; too full for maize to be grown even in the flattest of them. Every summer, when the men of the valley got together for the communal task of haymaking, Amy’s brothers complained bitterly about how difficult those paddocks were to work.

They turned off the valley road and crossed the Kelly’s bridge over the Waituhi; Amy had a bad moment when she noticed some missing planks. The farm buildings they passed all had a neglected look, with doors loose on their hinges and a few rotten boards that needed replacing.

They pulled up in front of the house. It was a good-sized homestead, much like Amy’s, but she could see that it was sorely in need of a coat of paint. The iron roof over the verandah sagged drunkenly at one end, weighed down by the creeper that had engulfed much of it. There were a few rose bushes, grown straggly through neglect, but no other suggestion of a garden.

‘You’d better come in with us, Bill,’ Lizzie said as they got out of the buggy.

‘I don’t think you’ll be in much danger,’ Bill said with a laugh, but he walked behind them up to the house when he had tethered the horses.

‘We’ll knock at the back door,’ Lizzie said. ‘It’s more friendly than using the front as though we were only visitors.’

‘So what are we?’ Amy asked.

‘Neighbours, of course,’ Lizzie said briskly. ‘We’re being neighbourly.’

They went into a porch, where Amy recognised Frank’s ancient felt hat hanging from a peg. She looked closely at the back door and decided it might once have been painted green. Lizzie gave the door a firm rap, waited a few seconds, then rapped again.

The door was opened and Frank looked out. When he saw Lizzie his eyes grew wide with something that Amy thought just might have been fear; he looked relieved to see Bill behind them.

‘What are you doing here?’ he asked. ‘Ah, what a nice surprise!’ he added hastily, though his face did not quite match his words.

‘Hello, Frank,’ Lizzie said, flashing him her brightest smile. ‘I’ve baked you something. Can we come in?’

‘Ah, yes, of course,’ Frank said. He opened the door wider for them. ‘Um, I’m afraid it’s not very tidy.’

Amy had no idea how many plates the Kellys possessed, but she was sure a large portion of them must be on the table, and most of the rest on the bench. The plates on the table jostled for space with several heavy saucepans, all with spoons or forks inside.

‘Haven’t done the dishes for a while,’ Frank said unnecessarily. ‘Would you like to sit down?’ He pulled out a chair, then shoved it quickly back under the table, but not before Amy had seen what was obviously a pair of combinations draped over the seat; probably waiting to be mended, judging from the large rent in the back. Another chair was graced with a pair of socks. Frank pulled these off and threw them towards the door, where his boots were lying against each other.

‘What about a cup of tea? The teapot’s here somewhere.’ He lifted the newspapers that were spread over the table among the plates, and sprang with relief on an old enamel teapot.

‘That would be lovely,’ Lizzie said, to Amy’s horror. ‘Where shall we put these?’ She indicated the pies she and Amy still held.

‘Oh, yes, thank you.’ Frank took the pies and looked around for a clear space to put them. Lizzie obligingly stacked some plates together on the bench, and Frank put the pies down. ‘Hey, these look good!’

‘I hope you enjoy them,’ Lizzie said sweetly.

‘Ah, perhaps you’d rather have it in the parlour,’ Frank said, looking anxiously around the room.

‘If you like,’ said Lizzie.

‘Hey, Lizzie,’ Bill put in, ‘I can’t stay here all day, you know.’

‘It won’t take long,’ Lizzie said, casting a threatening look at him.

At that moment the back door opened, and they all turned to see Ben walk in. He stood and stared at the apparition of strangers in his kitchen. There was a long silence; even Lizzie was not bold enough to speak. Then he looked at Frank and said in a tone of utter disgust, ‘Women!’ With that he turned on his heel and left the house, slamming the door behind him.

‘Sorry about that,’ Frank said after an awkward pause. ‘Ben’s not used to visitors.’

‘Perhaps we should go,’ Amy said hesitantly.

‘No, no,’ Frank said, looking as though he wished they would. ‘You must have a cup of tea first.’

They let him usher them through to the parlour. ‘It’s a bit tidier in here,’ said Frank.

It was indeed tidier, and Amy could guess the reason: the room had obviously not been used in years. It was dim until Frank pulled back the drapes, revealing layers of dust on all the wooden surfaces. Frank opened a window, which disturbed the dust. Amy coughed.

‘Sorry, it’s a bit dusty in here,’ said Frank. ‘We don’t use this room much.’

‘Don’t you?’ Lizzie asked in apparent surprise. ‘But it’s a lovely room.’

Amy decided Lizzie was being sincere, so she looked around the room more carefully. Yes, it was rather a nice room; quite large, with a beautiful view down the valley. The furniture was old but solid, and the fine-looking mirror over the mantelpiece only wanted cleaning to look beautiful.

Frank ran his sleeve over a pretty little rimu table, transferring much of the dust to his shirt. ‘I’ll bring it in, you wait here.’

‘Oh, I’ll help,’ said Lizzie. She was out the door before Frank had a chance to protest. Left alone, Bill and Amy looked at each other, grinned, then burst into helpless laughter.

‘Do you think we should go back out there to protect Lizzie?’ Amy said between giggles.

‘I know who I think needs more protecting,’ Bill chuckled.

They could faintly hear the sounds of a one-sided conversation until Lizzie returned, carrying a tray with tea things, Frank following at her heels. She poured for them all, clearly enjoying the role of hostess she had appropriated. ‘How do you like your tea, Frank?’ she asked, looking intently at him as though the question was of vital interest to her.

Frank cleared his throat. ‘Ah, just as it comes, thanks.’ Lizzie rewarded him with a smile.

Bill drank his tea quickly, then rose to his feet. ‘We’d better be going. We really had, Lizzie,’ he said, forestalling her protest. ‘Pa’ll go crook if I’m not back for milking.’

Frank saw them out, and waved from the door. Amy thought he looked relieved. ‘Thanks for the pies,’ he called as they drove away.

‘So you’re roping me in to help you manhunting,’ Bill said when they were out of earshot. ‘You could give me fair warning next time.’

‘I don’t know what you’re talking about, I’m sure,’ Lizzie said, looking prim. ‘I was just taking Ben and Frank a present from Ma.’ Amy saw her prim expression relax into a smug smile.

‘It’s about time Pa got back,’ John said at breakfast the next Friday. Only a few of the cows were still in calf by this time.

‘We’ll be milking the whole herd by the end of next week, I’d say. That’ll be a beggar with just the two of us,’ Harry said.

‘He won’t be away much longer, I shouldn’t think,’ said Amy. ‘I thought he would have been home by now, really.’

The days went quickly, and the following Thursday Amy was surprised to realise almost another week had passed. That morning she went into town with Harry.

They collected the mail from the Post and Telegraph Office while their supplies were being loaded into the buggy. ‘There’s a cable from Auckland,’ Harry said.

‘It must be from Pa! What does it say?’

‘Give us a chance to open it… damn!’

‘What’s wrong?’

‘He says he won’t be back for another two weeks! Damn and blast the old…’ Harry remembered Amy’s presence. ‘I mean, it’s a bit rough, leaving the farm for that long, when he knows we’re flat out with milking and everything. Damn it, we’ll have to organise selling the calves we don’t want soon.’

‘I hope he’s not ill.’

‘No, he says he’s “very well indeed”. See for yourself.’

Amy read the cable and found it was just as Harry had reported. ‘That’s really strange.’

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